| it pains me day after day to be feeling this way towards you. my
insides pulling into two directions. my god my god is my mantra and i
become consumed with activities to distract me. but when i am alone,
smiles and laughs echo and the pain grows stronger. my sadness makes
all things around my grey. laughter holds no place deep down. but i
still smile, i smile when i see ur smile. and wish to kiss. i want what
was. images flash in my mind of a drain , a hole, black, spiral.
dramatic? maybe but feel this way i do. all i know is that i love
you and that is what makes me so confused.
please don't try to draw much meaning out of this. it's beyond me.
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| love isn't enough alone, there needs to be trust. those who believe
love can prevail alone live in a world that doesn't, and should never
exsist.
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| school school school school this sucks. what a short summer. ... oh well only 181 more days starting sept first.
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