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Friday, August 15, 2008

  • Sports Injuries...

    Ah, the scourge of college athletes nationwide, a villain that finds new victims every day and re-infects old ones at the first sign of weakness. But what solution, nay what superheroic cure, could there possibly be to match up with such a formidable foe? There is the initial and appealing option of quitting, if the sport has caused the injury perhaps withdrawing from the sport will cure it? No. In fact, this is a terrible option, your will never get your body in to proper shape without more work. Inevitably, the decision to quit because of injury is a decision not to take care of your body.

    Physical therapy might be a good option, following the trainer's instructions, trying to stay in shape, and healing your body by whatever means prescribed; it has to be fail-proof. Guess again. Trainers do their best, but in the case of athlete's like myself, we can beat ourselves up just as well on a treadmill, bike, or in a weight room. I even managed to re-injure myself one time doing back stretches. Every trainer is neither equally knowledgeable nor equally gifted. But mainly what i want to leave you with is this: those recurring injuries can improve, all you have to do is slowly get yourself into shape: don't try, train. And a quick p.s. that i learned the hard way: running isn't supposed to hurt.

Friday, March 21, 2008

  • What do you know?

    Sometimes we get into this mindset that we know things that nobody around us seems to recognize. Of course, what has been a particularly important lesson for me might seem trivial to you, but i do think it is worth writing about. You need you to know, that the past few days, every movie i've watched has been inspiring, every conversation has been fruitful, every meal has been delicious, every moment has been worth living, every mystery has had a clear answer. I have been lifted up . Waking up early and going to bed early definitely help, but it isn't that simple; but in a way it is simple.

    God has a plan, but we don't know what it is. If we claim to know what God's plan is we are contradicting the Bible (Eccl. 7:14). But, being entirely human, I spent a good period of time frustrated at that notion, I would yell in my anger at God Himself because I was so lost and it seemed to me that he didn't care what i did, i was begging him to care enough to have a plan for me, I swore i would do anything, I only wanted to know that he was pleased. And there you have it: Instead of wanting to please him, i wanted to know he was pleased. Or you could even say, i wanted him to be pleased; but either way the same problem remains. The goal is not to please God or to fulfill our responsibility to please God. Ironically, in that thought process there is no risk or responsibility. Why not try to please God in everything we do? We can't think that we are planning for the future if we know that the truth is, we don't know what his plan is. And his plan is what's important. As Christians, we ought to know that. Let's not get too far ahead of ourselves.

Friday, January 25, 2008

  • Truth


    I know the title is presumptuous, but i don't intend to redefine the truth or initiate a conversation on the errors of postmodernism or call for steps backwards to modernism (like too many evangelicals). On the contrary, i had an epiphany, and i thought someone might care, or find it interesting; i have heard that my blogs are worth reading.

    As i sat reading 1 Corinthians 13:1-3, i stumbled onto something inspiring. Usually, i would skip straight to verse 4, where we find a list of the attributes of godly love- love is patient, love is kind, etc... But this time i just started reading. Then i went back and looked at the end of chapter 12, and i thought about what it meant for Paul to say the things he said in v. 1-3. Paul was a really groundbreaking thinker/author/world-changer/radical. I'll give you the passage in the NIV right herrr

    13:1 1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

    In the chapter before this he is giving very detailed teaching about spiritual gifts and, it seems to me, trying to make things as clear as possible for the Corinthian church, so that they could get their problems straightened out (he talks about their problems, too). But after he makes his case and explains things in a simple and straightforward way, there is the major transition into chapter 13. By the end of ch. 12, it's like he gives up, like he realizes this is never going to cut it, and he says; "I will show you a still more excellent way." And what follows is the excerpt above. When i read this, and what follows in the text, i was in awe of the truth behind Paul's statements. He basically said this, "if i was the greatest man on earth, with nothing to stand in my way, and if i was willing to give up everything, it still wouldn't mean anything, if i didn't have love.

    And, here is where my title comes in- the ancient truth of love. There have been plenty of books written on it and plenty of cynics who don't understand it but regardless of what's popular or what lie the devil is trying to sell us, love stays the same. And love stays in the forefront of what matters most to us and God alike. Love is the afterthought that resonates. When you come to your whit's end, love is the only thing that makes sense.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

  • Foggy Ideas (with optimism, hope, and happiness)

    Life is really much more interesting and fulfilling than i expected it to be, and in very different ways. I suppose i thought i would make something of myself, you know, practice makes perfect. I used to think i should invest my time what i thought was important, apply myself wholeheartedly to areas of weakness for the sake of development, etc. . .

    I'm not sure if those ideas went completely out the window. I am sure that i am happier than i ever was.

    Today i saw an old friend of mine, Kenny. We used to party together. He always showed me respect, more than i deserved, i think. I remember he used to chase the wrong types of girls, but i never told him so at the time. It sort-of makes me smile to think about it. I don't mean that he had low standards, he just liked the crazy ones who were probably more trouble than they were worth. But that's neither here nor there. So i'm at school, and we're having a missions conference, and at the end of the main session i was surprised to run into him. He looks good. I really wondered why he was there. I told him that i had wanted to talk to him for a long time and he really appreciated that. I mentioned that i always appreciated his sincerity, which is also true.

    He said he has never felt better in his life. He said he's been following Jesus for a while, and he said that after he had been following Jesus for a little while, maybe he wasn't quite living right, and he had a DUI accident and totaled his car. So that wasn't too long ago. I told him he could have handled that car wreck any way he chose, that he was making good choices. We got to have lunch together and talk, i was surprised that he had been mostly ex-communicated by our old friends just like i was. Not to place blame, i am sure i had just as much to do with the separation, plus it was necessary.

    So yeah, an old friend got saved. And old friend turned into a new friend. And i'm rejoicing. It's really something.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

  • We've got it..

    We've got it twisted.
    We're not animals, and we're not angels, either.
    Secular people act one way, religious people act the other way,
    Both ways are a lie.
    According to Genesis(1), Angels and Animals were created before man. And God's creation was entrusted to man.
    We're human, God created us physical beings and breathed life into us.
    We're like spiritual animals.
    God gave us the world.
    That's another thing we've got twisted. Why do people say "how could God let that happen?"
    We can't blame God for the state that the world is in, that is ridiculous. He didn't make us do anything. We are responsible for the state of the world, and for the future of the world. And that was just how God intended it to be in the first place. Don't lose hope, we are headed forward, and inevitably, that is the right direction. If you believe..

    It's not either science or religion, it's both.
    A scientist who knows about atoms and quarks and string theory, and especially quantum physics, and basically, every interesting fact and theory that we know, or think we might know about the big and small things of the universe and the 11 to 13 dimensions, and a scientist who is honest, will tell you they haven't the foggiest idea of why or how things work. It seems it's beyond us. The most recent and interesting "string theory" cannot be further tested. It is "safe"; there is no way to prove or disprove it. It is true that there is much mind boggling information out there, but it does nothing to explain our existence or purpose. It knows nothing of love. Science is amazing and interesting and full of impressive details, but in spite of all that, it can't teach you how to live a fulfilling life. It can't give you any "answers".

    God knows i'm screwed up. I know he loves me anyway. That kind of knowledge is powerful.

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