unforgettable

you are always the one...
iknowit
HOWEVER, there's one more thing i m extremely regret about...

well... i feel very sorry and upset..
i wish time could fly backwards to tat moment...
if i could b more patient or wtever...
    i wouldn't hv done it...
3 years 3 years...

 3 years n 5 months... approximately
such a long period of time, btw you n my... ><
all the time... all the time... was only you n I, together
(should b able to spend more than tat)

WHY DID I DO THIS???!!!!! WHY??!!!
*NESSA!! WHY???!!!!!

A brand new me=]

今日用左成堂study去睇番自己xanga兩,三年前既entries,十六,七歲既謝雪明比我既感覺係目中無人,自大,衝動同過份自信,我既讀後感可以用一個比喻去形容...就好似你係幾年前剪左一個你果陣時認為幾好睇既髮型,但當幾年後你睇番當時既相,你可能會諗'嘩,都唔明點解果陣時會剪呢個頭',之後d相就收都收唔切.諗番轉頭,若我有個識得既人係到打d咁既野,我真係想離佢越遠越好.原來以前可以咁自以為是,將d咁壞咁黑人憎既野(劈酒,爆粗,小人)當係一種炫燿,真係要搵窿捐!!!泥左一年半,雖然好短,但我真係學到好多野,重有好多難忘既經歷,係呢段時間裡面,我好努力咁想改變自己,為既係唔想比人睇死.泥呢到之後我亦睇得到過去既自己待人接物係極度有問題,欣以無乜人會接近我,同屋企人關係又唔好,因少少事就想離開呢個家,搵朋友呻,同屋企人搞對抗,我真係覺得自己好唔生性,性格情緒亦好有問題.
06年重衰,做咩都係漫無目的,所有既entry根本一d深度都無(可算得上幾mk/柒),英文grammar錯漏百出,都夠膽死打咁多野,原來我從來都唔識自我檢討,亦無理別人對我既啟發/批評,只會還擊別人同死撐,同犯眾憎都幾接近.讀書唔成,自以為識左一班酒肉朋友就可以過一世,仲周圍搞是搞非,我真係覺得好罪過,好慚愧,我而家充心對一D 我得罪過既人or認為我黑人憎既人講聲對唔住包括黃俊傑,我依家終於明白點解當初我同你一齊會咁不被睇好更有人極力反對,我根本無咩令你自豪既地方,我實在係配你唔起.對唔住,我的過去令你同我屋企人都蒙羞,對唔住....過去既事雖然俾左好多難忘同愉快既回憶我,但我會更加珍惜現有既野包括我自己,我男朋友,朋友同埋家人.我唔想再拖累人,令都愛我既人失望.我依家真係好幸福,拜拜以前被人睇唔過眼既謝雪明!!!! 要生性喇!!!
p.s. 感謝你們給我的動力和機會..感謝主!!

zZ... 4:48am  Hong Kong  

Here comes my end of year report... Hmm*

Yr 2007, my first year in Caulfield Grammar School... 
Everything was totally blur at the beginning of the year, this reminds me my first day of school...Wailin to death :)
Asked mum to book a flight for me asap in other to *rescue* me from Australia :)
Got swollen eyes for the whole week :)
People thought I was insane (Aussie phobia) :)
Drillin the tolerant of Akina n Teresa :)
Realise the importance of BaBa, MaMa, Sai Lo n 22* :)
Couldn't stand the pain of being alone till 'TOTO' was there :)
My dress was too long for me when I tried it on however, Dad said, 'You r gna grow taller ga ma' (Dad, I'm already 18) :)
Mum came to visit after two weeks of school days (Love you mama):)
My first class was science w/ Dr Barras in room 6 :)
etcetcetc

Year 2008! Here I come!!!!

P.S *How's my lovely RoomD Family? 26th of Dec^^
       *MUAHMUAH Get well soon Emerson... pray for youuuu ar!

Finally,

~**WISH ALL My B'lOVED ONES A HAPPY CHRISTMAS**~

33rd month Anniversary

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