someone tell me how i'm supposed to feel

When the dance was done,
When I went my way,
When I tried to find rainbows far away,
All the lovely lights
Seemed to fade from view:
They were you.
They were you.
They were you.

Without you near me,
I can't see.
When you're near me,
Wonderful things come to be.

Every secret prayer,
Every fancy free,
Everything I dared for both you and me.
All my wildest dreams
Multiplied by two
They were you.
They were you.
They were you.

someone tell me what to do

Dear United States Navy,

i hate you. are you done taking things from me? i wish she didn't want it so bad, or i'd ask you to at least leave her alone. listening to voicemails just doesn't cut it. why are you making me hurt. accelerate your life my ass.

love,

an angry teen.

" i drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating "

what am i going to do.

what am i doing now.

what was i thinking.

don't mind me. i'm just preparing for the blow.

i cant believe a word anyway.

oh lord.

" and thats what you get when you let your heart win "

mmmmm.

closure. its so sweet.

so its about time for a new chapter.

a new year.

a new life.

yesssss.

*edit*

i want to crawl out of my god damn skin

i'm going crazy.

i dont want to be here anymore

i want out.

i want to run far far far far away and im not coming back.

everything about home makes me frustrated.

everything about home is unsatisfying

stir crazy.

absolutely stir crazy.

its so good :)