hey this is patrick, one of brandon's friends(everyone calls me patty tho) well i agree with your post and i know what you feel like and anytime you wanna talk with someone whos goin through the same crap hit me up! my s/n is YaHMaN07 so um peace out and i hope you find her soon!

-patrick (patty)

bucket. i dont really know you. but reading definitely makes me respect you. just hang in there. she will come. and, like you said, just be satisfied in the Lord until she does come. Who knows what God is doing, but his plan is so much more awesome than anything anyone can imagine. let Him fill you. it might take a girl, as you have asked, or he might have something else planned-something bigger and better.

hope everything gets better -elizabeth

hi bucket!watching you do the motions to dashboard last night made me smile!!!keep up the good work;;p

Christen

hi you don't really know me but just looking at random sites and i thought i definitely needed to say that you explained it perfectly. i have alot of respect for you and your obviously strong and steady faith in Him. I totally understand what you mean and you really reminded me where i need to be focused and that God will take care of it, when the time is right.

see ya around,

katie mac

that entry is truly inspiring....whether you meant it to be or not.

Brandon... you'll find her.

Bucket,

You show once again how the Lord has captured your heart.  These times of empty reliance are the ones in which God will embrace your soul with great passion.  I love you man.

oh bucket you slay me you beast you

I love you Bucket.  You are wise.  And have eyes.  And like to eat pies?  Thats my poem to you. 

Love,

Brad

She's there, but until you find her - God is holding her close to his heart just for you.

Stay strong Bucket - see you soon!
Love, Mallorie

you are so incredibly cool. and so is your song. i was wondering if you were doing stampede and if youd be willing to have a walk on, repeated one liner for drama for all four nights... itd be super easy and youd be great.

man but i cant just not comment on your entry now.. even tho i feel like just the thousandth person to comment on your maturity. that is so rare.. i mean your commitment to purity and tho i hate the word.. abstinance (not just the common connotation either), that is what is preparing and shaping you for her and i hope my him is out there doing exactly the same thing. people are so obsessed with instant gratitification now... our society forgets how sweet something is when you have really wanted it for a long time. youre relationship with 'her' will be so rich im sure. :) reading your entry has really encouraged me .. so thank you for your honesty.  and yeah lemme know if youre doing stampede... hope youre having a great week!

bucket your amazing.

im praying. <3

 I  hope that you know what you're wishing for, within the time constraints I mean. What if you were to find 'her' this next year....grow close together, share innermost thoughts, then the year flys by, its over before you knew it, and you end up going onto different colleges. You didnt do anything physical, but it still hurts like heck to see her go becasue theres a deeper bond there. Im not saying dont date if you find someone, but be true with yourself. Think it over, and dont fool yourself into thinking that the above scenario wont happen. Its definately not easy;we all have those moments where we feel totally and completely alone, even when standing in a crowd, or surrounded by  the family that loves us so dearly.When your soul yearns, your mind is left reeling...I know that you'll find the strength to do whatever is right.

Bucket. You amaze me. I totally admire you and your passion to live for Him. Keep it up Bucket. God will fill you. It's only a matter of time.

I <3 you Brandon Payne.

Loveee. Kailyn