So holy heck, i definitley haven't written in my xanga…

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Posted by: budbeag Original: 8/30/2006 1:27 AM Views: 1 Comments: 5 eProps: 6 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

So holy heck, i definitley haven't written in my xanga for... lets see, almost five months?.... yeah my last entry was "Hawaii is tomorrow. all next week. i can't wait......" woah. so much has happened since that day... times a hundred. lets see, some key points:

1. I am a senior
Senior pics anyone?

2. This was my first summer since the summer after 5th grade without band
I miss you all so much, more than you will ever know.....

3. I now have a job that i love a whole bunch- flava freeze yo
choc I put the hott in hot fudge....

4. My life has changed more than i thought possible in the past month
I am losing my mind... yeah... it's gone....

5. I am in anime club
SLICE!!!!!!!!

6. I have photography 5th hour, the first actual 5th hour i've ever had in high school
This is a photo, of me... photography at its best

7. I have ran out of key points, if you can think of any more feel free to comment me, though i doubt anyone will actually read this cause it's been, well, five months.

I forgot how completely obsessive i am over so many things. for example, i sat down an hour and a half ago to look for some online summaries of othello, or king leer, or anything that would help me not fail english, and here i am writing in my xanga. well, i guess i should do my math, then go to bed, but i deffinitely missed simply writing stuff in my xanga. yup, so i'll be back (ha ha ha, muah ha ha, ha, ha) (ha). later gaters.

Quote of the Day: "Every man, wherever he goes, is encompassed by a cloud of comforting convictions, which move with him like flies on a summer day." - Bertrand Russel

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austin lee...

you never talk to me...

that hurts

:[[[

[ps i love the senior picture]

Posted 8/30/2006 6:29 AM by BlAcKnOrAnGe - reply

well i do have to say your not missing much in band haha

Posted 8/30/2006 8:13 PM by miracleshappen89 - reply

i miss you so incredibly much. seeing how things are different is rather painful to actually believe how things used to be. Now im not saying i dont like you, but you are rather different than the boy i met those four years ago. And yes i miss that boy, and yes i miss the person you are now. i just miss the fact that austin blue used to be one of my best friends and now all of our hi's and we'll have to hang outs seem so empty. The crowd of people that surrounds you now is nothing of the crowd that used to surround you. I don't doubt the sincerity of which you care about them, and how you care about me and other old band friends. I just know that im not on the priority list anymore. and it sucks cause rather than thinking "oh we've grown apart" i think "oh, im just not good enough anymore". im sure you dont mean to come off that way. but how's a girl to think? One year full of laughs, love, care, and memories. The next year full of silence, quiet smiles, hidden pain. its probably my last year to actually have a chance to be close to you, and ironically i dont seem to have that chance. So austin blue, my boo. take care of yourself. I love you with all my heart. and i will forever. Nothing can change the way i think of the person i met. nothing can change the bond we used to share, nothing can change my love for you. So to end this rather sad comment, Have fun, be smart, and dont forget about the people who you started out with. . .cause those are the ones that will definitely still be there. . . at the end. I love you.

Stacy

Posted 9/2/2006 6:28 PM by HiddenEscape - reply

i second stacy...

Posted 9/2/2006 10:59 PM by miracleshappen89 - reply