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| welp. this entry is dedicated to bret thompson. why you may ask? because he's rad. simply, rad. ...and a little triangular. hahah. bret i just wanted to tell you that..i like your sleeves. your possibly the hottest guy in the universe and also the most bi polar. haha. but i love you madly, goldfishcracker cream pie. and remember...when life gets you down..just keep swimming! ice cream parlors BEWARE.
I feel so alone again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through the night
And I pray that you believe in me
You gave me my strength
To face another day alone
And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause i can't let go of you
This world brings me down again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through the night
And I know that you're the one for me
You gave me my strength to face another day alone
And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause I can't let go I can't let go
As time passes by I find
Things never seem to change
When i feel alone
You bring me back to you
And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause I can't let go of you
No I can't let go
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| "I’m drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it’s all right to pretend
That we still talk
It’s just for show, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart
Just maybe
You need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)
Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was nowhere to be found
And it’s all right to forget
That we still talk
Its just for fun, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart
Cuz maybe you need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)
Just maybe you need this
You need this…
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you"
that song has been stuck in my head all day. i havnt heard it in a long time. but now thinking about it i have two theories.
theory 1: it makes sense. if i chose my friends over zack thats how it would be. the "lead you on" part has nothing to do with anything but the rest fits into what im trying to say. i dont want it to be my fault if we fell apart cuz i chose my friends over him. i could seriously have a future with him. he is really good for me in a lot of ways. and if you know both of us and you saw us together you would clearly see that no one else could ever look as good with each other as we do. haha. i mean we're like the darker version of bailey and sam. haha.the connection is there. we click and we clash. it would be dull if there was never anything to fight about though, right?
theory 2: i should choose my friends over him. this situation obviously comes up a lot in relationships. i mean look..nfg made a song about it and its obvious what they did about it: they chose their friends; they wrote a song; they moved on. thats that.
no matter how i explain why...goodbye still means goodbye. sorry if i hurt you.
being so vauge has never painted a more clear picture.
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| **Tragedy: horrible event Du Jour: french for "of the day" therefore making the Tragedy Du Jour : horrible event of the day. ex: on 9/11 it was the world trade centers. the most recent "Tragedy Du Jour" would be the tsunami. so there you have it. **
"if you can explain love, your not in it." yeah how cool is this? i was drinkin a v.dc pepper at lunch today at school and i drink about half of it and i happen to look inside the bottle at the back of the label and thats what i see. weird..
update: me and zack are wonderful. better than ever, actually. me and my guy friends, however, is a different story. im not allowed to have them anymore. yeah...zack's insanely jealous. but i understand and respect that. does that make me insane too?
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