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Friday, July 04, 2008

song on repeat:

seasons

happy birthday kevin... <333, missing you still so much.


Thursday, July 03, 2008

song on repeat:

she's got the rhythm

hmmm... i think i broke my pc . =( lappy has not been detecting my cd-rom drive for a few weeks... or well two to be exact & today i actually need it . luckily i was smart (for once) & brought the mac... so im using the mac for the cd rom & lappy for everything elselame status i know... don't judge me .

im irritated easily these past two days & i dunno why . remember that stress-free feeling i had describe two days ago... yeah well it's gone . blah !


Tuesday, July 01, 2008

song in repeat:

close to me

its weird having a set schedule for the most part . at least for the weekday (monday through thursday) i pretty much know my schedule unless something comes up . monday, tuesday, & thursday you will find me at my internship from nine thirty to approximately five or six . yup yup . i haven't written in my xanga for so long that i haven't mention that i found another internship . the first one didn't work out (don't remember if i said anything) but i ended up getting an interview for the militia group - it's a record label that is located on long beach . pretty much doing the internet stuff such as myspace. facebook. newsletter and what not . i like it even though there are a lot of times where im like what in the world should i be doing... cause i don't really know- it's still fun though . ive been there for i think three weeks as of yesterday . some of the bands signed with tmg i don't care much for.. however one of the newer band signed, the summer set, im pretty much digging . they make me dance which is always a good thing . another reason i ike them is the fact they have a girl dummer!!! woo! haha . and then on wednesday night from five to one thirty im working at edwards . its not bad having this schedule . pretty much able to handle it. cept when i sleep very late for no reason what so ever . haha . friday through sunday are my... uhhhh we'll find out on wednesday night sort of days unless there's a day i request for... so for all who says im too busy for them- here's a schedule. finally right ?

pretty much... thats what ive been doing . there isn't much to update . im a lot happier now that shit has happen & done with  . oh oh ! well i guess another surprising news is that ill be living at the villa of renassiances now instead of international gardens its a bit further (roughly five to ten minutes) but it is a lot nicer. im going to be paying about the same about as i would have been, but this time around im living with jack. william. & jenye . it'll be interesting . haha . i don't know what i am going to do about the whole shuttle situation because at least at ig the shuttle was right there . now i would have to take the city bus and with class at nine am... eeep! i do want to bike to school, so that is always an option. really contemplating it . haha . but we shall see .

someone the other day (i think it was just yesterday)... you look a lot happier . truth be told... i feel a lot happier . not having to hate the world is fucking exciting & feels nice . i just need to remember to stop sweating the small stuff . shit happens for a reason right ? in the end, everything will be okay . haha damn. i can say this when im happy but let's see what happens when shit hits the fan again .

oh... ive been playing geetar again . i miss it . i miss wentworth still but... its nice to be able to pick up a geetar . *sighs* one forgets how much one loves geetar until one hits the first note . haha did that even make sense ? whatever i miss geetar so its nice to be able to play again . one step at a time right ? right! another thing: don't ever fight with your car... cause in the end the car always win . as of now, cindy: zero, car = one . don't mess with a highlander cause cause they hurt . haha i learn the hard way .

cora was not happy that my last entry update was just copied&paste the bullet points i did for myspace so i decided to write this entry for her... so muy *shakes fist* you are not allow to give me "that face" now . haha . well, i've ran out of things to say...for now . hopefully ill start updating a lot more again . im such a bum .

this summer i would like to accomplish a few things but heck thats what i say every summer...
-clean up the garage..
-clean up the backyard [again]
-bike at least three times a week [once down the san gabriel river path]
-gym four times a week
-hiking at least twice a month
-clean my room [i always say this]
-finish one painting
-take at least one picture a day that im willing to print out
and... so many other things but i can't seem to think of it right now because tv time calls


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

song on repeat:

head in heels

this weekend in simple term was amazing!!!!

1. This past weekend, from Thursday to Sunday, was probably the most fun I have had in the longest time. For once, I was living my life so it was so good. Prewarped Tour Party hosted by Militia Group and Hopeless on Thursday. Pomona Warped Tour and Work on Friday. Work on Saturday. Ventura Warped Tour and No One Goes Home on Sunday. Life could not have been better.

2. Prewarped Tour Party- I hadn't originally plan on going to the party but Brooks and Jose asked me to go and only because I get to see Brooks did I decide to go. However, I did not want to go to the party alone and it was hard trying to find someone to go with. Actually, no, it wasn't really that hard, just that Lilo was not sure if she would be able to go- so I was freaking out. She did go though and it was fun. Although the "White Man Dance" is probably going to give me nightmares for quite some time.

3. "The Millionaries" is a big fat joke. They are probably the most ridiculous "musicians" I have ever met- the record label they have makes every hard working band/artists look dumb. I hate them and anyone who supports this train wreck should be punched in the face and shot in the knee. However, I am digging Shwayze especially because one of his song sounds like LFO and you know how much I love LFO.

4. Pomona Warped Tour was hot! Hot hot hot- however I did not whine as much as I thought I would- I contained myself, very proud. The day started off amazing because after we went into the area, I went to find Valencia's set time because it was not posted on the floatable thingy where the schedule is. When I got to their tent, Brendan was standing there and he remembered me! That makes me so happy and makes him even more precious. Pretty much heart died when I saw their set- they continue to amaze me every time I see them.

5. Cora and I counted 100+ guys wearing plain white tshirts in less than an hour. We basically lost count after twenty minutes. It was sort of funny to see this, but it was entertaining for some part. I love Aaron and his explanation of seeing Relient K and smoking. It's okay to smoke because Relient K is performing. Walking around with Cora and Dollie for the rest of Warped was pretty much fun. I ended up seeing Valencia, Cobra, Oreska Band, The Academy Is..., The Color Fred, (some of) From First to Last, As I Lay Dying (sort of), The Higher... I think I saw more bands, but I don't know.

6. Going to work after Warped was definitely not the ideal situation as I felt like I stunk! However, I had no other choice but to go to work because seeing Dad aka The Color Fred > than going home to shower. I felt so gross and disgusting. It did not help that temperature was basically a 100+ the entire day. Gross! I changed in the restroom and attempted to freshen up. I did the best I could do, but still felt dirty. My hair was filled with sweat and my arm was- yeah not a pretty sight. I thought I smelled, but according to my co-workers I did not- so... I'm going to say I didn't, even though I know I probably did.

8. I had two major highlights of Ventura Warped Tour. First one being that Brendan, George, and Max of Valencia remembered me. Given that I saw that just two days ago, but seriously... Brendan is known as "special boyfriend" for a reason. So I totally squealed when they said hi and waved at me. It was weird being on the barricade even when I was not trying to. I hate the Ventura crowd- they were basically dead- so gay. Even so, George did crowd surf, luckily he was not dropped this time around *cough*CoraDollie*cough* Second highlight was seeing Brandon Ball and Kevin Connor of Eudora! Oh how happy I was to see those two boys. I love them so much.

9. Besides the two major highlights, the best part of the day came in the beginning when Lilo, Cora, and I were parking. We pulled into this spot that was sandwiched between two tour buses, and instead of pulling completely in because we would have been tramped, we parked on the outside spot. However, a car pulls up right next to us but goes in and is now literally boxed in. Her friend turns to her and gives her the "what the fuck we're stuck look"- and before she is able to back up, a car pulls up right behind her. Girl is blocked in!! Lilo, Cora, and I were dying! Oh man. Greatest thing ever. Oh and also hanging out with Stephanie, Lilo, and Cora was more than I can ask for. They were definitely the best company a girl can ask for. We all swooned over the cute bassist who I ask to take a picture with right after we walked into the festival area. We went on a "roller coaster" before finding out we were a penis. HA!

10. No One Goes Home show- first show in three months (if not more), three  new songs and three oldies. Oh how I miss those boys so much. When I went to the back, Craig came up to hug me but it freaked me out at first because I did not recognize him, but I was glad to receive a hug. I found out through Nick that they have a song called "8 Billion", he so silly. Polaroid pictures in the parking lot was so much fun! She gave you the stink eye... so what! I dreamt of making my own grand slam, but by the time we left and headed back to El Monte I was way too tired to even care.

11. The bug that is floating around the office has found a way into my body. I don't want to get sick, but you can hear it in my voice. I am starting to sound like a chain smoker. Please cold go away!

12. I hated the awkwardness that existed last night at the show. Helen was able to pinpoint every reason for me and it makes me smile slightly to know that someone else understands how I feel. *sighs* I hope things get better.

13. Team Graham! Oh how i was rooting for him. However, it was not meant to be as she picked Jesse... (positive it was Jesse even though she called his name first) over Graham. *sighs* Poor Graham- I can't wait for the Men Tell All episode next week- cause you know Graham is going to be there. Now I'm rooting for Team Jason. Jason's son is so adorable! AHHH!!!


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

song on repeat:

work

" all i can say... i shouldn't say . can we take a ride? get out of this place . while we still have time . "

 



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