so i have a pretty big decision to make this year........... i'm really confused about alot of things..... so like i usually don't cry about stuff but this is really big...i don't know what to do and ihave a while to decide.... i just can't stop thinking about it and how much my life would change  so i like start crying whenever i think about all the stuff i would miss.... aah it sucks....i hate this... so  basically what i'm  getting at is your prayers would be greatly appriciated

anyhoo volleyball is starting i'm totally stoked!! i love volleyball...... i'm going to chicago this saturday w/ basically the coolest ppl around and this sunday i have aau tryouts!! that basically the most exciting i guess  .... and if you havn't started listening to christmas music yet....... you are sick and suck at life!

  I can't wait for christmas!!!!!!