~~so it has been forever!!!! i been meaning to  update, but its hard when i never have time alone to fully get my thoughts together without being interrupted... hmmm, wats new??? well, i recently got a parking ticket...this sucka is a whopping $315!!! can u believe that?? i parked in a BUS ZONE!!! damn!!! that whole day was a long story...lets just say, the ticket was the cherry on top of my CRAZY day!!!

~~anyways, this week i work 6 fucken days.. one day off, and it sucked, cuz when i finally got enough sleep that made up for my labor day weekend work week, i have to go back to work...my bf is even gone out of town too...that is why i decided to work an extra day so i dont do anything STUPID!! lol

~~planning to go to la soon. just for like a couple days. gotta get a new phone n change my number AGAIN...hahhaha... lately i havent been wanting to talk to anyone...my friend here keeps calling me to go out and she soo excited my bf was leaving, but i havent answered...i have just been talkin to a couple people down in la too...i dont know, i been thinkin alot about friends and friendship...everyone is getting older and moving their separate ways...good for them...but i know that sum people dont realize that other people have a different life...workin now for a living...and they dont understand that...the importance of keeping a job and not being able to leave it whenever they feel..

~~also, for those that know wat it meant for me for them to visit me when i was away was great...to understand that 'yea, i can go down there anytime to see all of u, but when have u ever seen where i live, wat i do, where i work...even tho there wasnt shit to do up here, the whole purpose was just to KICK it wit me...and to me, that meant friendship...not to come up here just cuz they want to meet new people and party their asses off, to come visit their FRIEND...our time was short but TRUST ME...that meant everything to me...and i just want to truly thank you for showing me that our friendship means a whole lot to me.

~~anyways, gotta get ready now...gonna go to best buy wit kim...gonna go check out some printers n dvds...he said he will burn me my own copy of coming to america!!! yea!!! till next time...

*well...hmmm...been workin alot...got a FATTY check last pay period..ohh yea..can get used to this casino business shit...

*my adventure for the day...got off work at 10am sun morn...headed to reno, nv (1 1/2hr away) at around 12 or so...got back to sac by 7pm...crazy shit..spur of moment...lost like 3bills first 1/2 hr...then down to last money, and hit white 7-double-double on quarter machine...1200 credits...cashed out at 1400 credits...get $350... ha! that was coo..sooo ended up leavin wit bein down $20 bucks!! yea! oh, and by the way...i hate blackjack..i never win..i should just stick to dealin it! thats all...was gonnna go back again at around 1am, but people have no balls here to be down to go....oh well...got a full week comin up, so i am tryin to go out n have a good time...

*got sum mandatory meeting to go to at 6pm later today (mon) deciding if i should go to the early one, and then head to another casino wit sum co-workers...hmmm...been lookin at vacation spot for tahoe or calistoga for a spa treatment, relaxation type shit...dont know...strapped for cash, gotta save money..been spendin it like crazy..

*sooo i said got a fatty check for 8 days in a 2 week pay period..this next one will be 9 days, 2 hrs overtime, and an extra 10bucks for the meeting i gotta go to...(i get paid federal minimum wage which is $5.15...so this one will be a FATTY-ASS MUTHAFUCKIN CHECK.. too bad i will get it when the BATH & BODY WORKS SEMI-ANNUAL SALE ENDS.... damn...maybe i can get direct deposit advance... hmmm...hahahha

k...gotta go sleep...love ya much...

*well...came back from la...was there for a week..it was coo...nothin really special..went to a couple clubs, highlands was bomb...but then long story...hahaha...OC was coo, but then---long story...lets just say, it wasnt the FREAKNIK weekend i had wanted it to be when i planned this trip several months ago...had to change things around before i left..it was all good tho..maybe for the better...

*well, i think i have figured out i have a problem...problem with drama...problem wit cute guys!! hahaah...i am addicted...and it is hard to stop...it is my crack cocaine...i am a sucka for a pretty face...i am a sucka for the sweet talkin playas...i have been good and contained myself...i am proud...i just like to look...but dang...i be droolin...hahahah

*since i been back, things have been calm..dont do shit, same as before, work and then sleep for 14 hrs...thats all..dont want to do shit, cuz there aint shit to do...dont get all hooched up cuz it sux, no energy for shit...oh well...

*damn, watchin lakers game 4 now...i lost my bet to lindas bro...damn..i dont care if i lose, as long as they win...BUT THEY NEED TO FUCKEN GO FOR THE OFFENSIVE REBOUND...DAAAMN...

*alright...time to stop this..its 4th quarter...ahhhhhhhh...

***hey everyone...i know i havent talked to anyone lately...been busy..nothing really new...still workin, kickin it...some things changed, others stayed the same...not as exciting as previously stated...hahaha...more details another time...HA..no more 1-2-3...if ya know wat i mean...i mean, no more of-well-tell u later...till then...

PEACE!