butterflyinsky's Xanga

Friday, February 29, 2008

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 19:30:23 GMT

good bye my love...xanga it's been a fun ride, but I'm going to leave you now. Don't cry. the memories were great, so keep on being the xanga that I know.

Monday, December 31, 2007

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 20:07:07 GMT

So, Christmas was great, and a new year will be upon us in 7 hours and 52 mins. YAY! Break is almost done, and I forgot to buy my school books. I hope that everyone's new years goes well. I hope to be at ann and jame's house. love you all.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 21:15:41 GMT

My Life is complete. Tomorrow I give my last paper and last final to my economics teacher and I step out of that school a free person. Chains of school are behind me, but alas, in a few short weeks, I will be entangled in them yet again. Hope this hectic life of mine will settle. All I have to say is bring on the Christmas food and fun. miss you all.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 14:00:20 GMT

Wow, so it has been forever since I have been on this thing. Sorry. Well good news, I am going to be an elementary school teacher and I am almost done with this semester. I'll be back at youth group in roughly five weeks, I think. the sunday after the 12 of Dec. lol. I think it is time that I buy a calender. Anyway, I really miss you all. Wow, so I didn't know that I could look wide awake, but actually be asleep. I just did that in Government class. . I am very proud of myself. lol.

-Britt

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 13:57:19 GMT

LIFE IS BUSY... so slow down and smell the flowers. You might find happiness.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 23:03:49 GMT

Sorry I haven't been faithful at writing on this site.

My heart hurts because God's heart is sad. All he wants is to see his children love him and want to spend time with him. What happen to the fire that we once had? Why are we not on the streets proclaiming and imitating God's love? Why do we look for the easy way out instead of growing in His word? We have become a selfish people concentrating on what we want. There are people out there suffering and I sit here doing nothing. One thing I have learned this summer is that I cannot sit back and watch people live loveless lives. I am either in or out, hot or cold, on fire for God or not. I miss the missions field. Everyday on my knees praying and souly doing what God wants me to do. Praying for three hours strait and seeing those prayers fulfilled. Loving those that people hate and feeling their pain for them in order to pray for them. I come back and feel out of place because I know that I do not belong here. I belong to my father. It hurts when I come to work and talk to my co-worker and see how hard heart he is because of his past. He doesn't even know that there is love out there, and he has given up. It hurts when God wants to hear us worship and enjoys our love, but we just stand there. It hurts and embarrasses me that I love my God with my heart, but ignore him when he greets me, good morning. I pray that there will be an up rising of love for our nation. His love is the reason why we love, and why we are able to be with him. "I need you to love me Lord and give me the willingness to have your heart of love for everyone else."

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 16:16:26 GMT

And I am back from my adventure in Ireland. Three words: God is Love.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 18:53:37 GMT

So, I am leaving in four days. I won't be on xanga till I get back on the 22nd of July. I am going to miss you all, but Ireland calls and I really want to answer. I love you all and thanks for the support and prayers. BYE!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 16:51:01 GMT

I'm tired of bazooka gum loosing it's flavor. It gets on my nerves. today I went to kohls, am at work, and bit my tunge. Exciting day so far, but going to get more exciting because I have to go fight with Wal-Mart about donations. yup, life is interesting. 8 more days I keep telling myself.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 18:38:40 GMT

15 days till I leave. I am really excited yet very nervous. This is going to be a pretty big leap of faith and I know without a doubt I will be challenged. I don't like being challenged very much, I must admit, but I can't wait to see how I've changed when I come back. I know God has something great prepared for me. Please keep praying for me and my team members as we are getting ready for the trip. I know that a lot of us are being tested even now. Thanks.