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Name: Troy
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Reading
Birthday: 11/20/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: i like to watch backyard wrestling, i listen to music, i do track&feild
Expertise: i am training to be a nurse
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
AIM:  dandd2574
Member Since:
12/16/2004
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| Hey everybody hows it going out there. I just got back from tennasee i went there for a week with my HOSA group. I am so glad to be home i didnt place in anything, but i dont care it was a good thing i went so all and all it was ok.
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| Hey everybody it has ben a while since i have written anything in here. what to say i went to a compatition and i took 2nd place. I was just inducted into the national techincal honor society. Prom is coming up and im not going because im not a 12th grader and i think its weird to go if u are in 11th. I am so ready for school to be done for the summer, but i will only get to relax for a month cause i ave football camp in the summer.
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| hey people it has been a long time since i wrote anything down. i have a new writing.
valentines day
When people celeabret this day they think of love, feelings and others things like that. But I think about lost love, nobody to love, hateder for me, and no feeling of love. I have nobody to love and nobody loves me. People start to think alright i might get some tonight. But i think to myself great one more year of being alone, yering for sombodies love and passion. Why cant i find the right person for that spot that can compleate me. It is all fun until your friends and thre girlfriend rub there relationships in your face. Fucking bloody valentines day. It hurts so much when u have nobody to share it with. It dont help when people give me valentines becuase i know deep in there heart they just feel sorry for me. Because deep in my heart i know people hate me, and they dont take the time to get to know me and get to know who i am and what i am about. They always look over me at a day called valentines day. Why dont i go jump in a hold and saty there until the day is over. People only want to see the part that they can poke fun at me. I hate valentines day I really do, I just want to break down and cry from the pain i feel. I dont know what it feels like to have love during this time i only feel hurt and loss. I wish somebody could help me out but i know I coulndt find anybody that nice in this time we call valentines day. | | |
| I have a song here it is
Nothing hurts me, and
nothing phases me,
why dont things hurt me, i want to feel the hurt and torment, I want to feel them all, i need to feel them all
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Why cant we feel, why should we try to feel, when we cant feel... anything
Some people feel, some people kill, some people dont feel or kill.
Sometimes we just want to scream out WHY!!!!....fuck it all!!!
When the day becomes night the anger of the world comes to me, and the world only knows. If i kill myself i wont feel the pain anymore.
The pain i feel will never go away, If it does it is becuase i am dead in the ground, to remain forever. | | |
| i am really upset today. me and my girlfriend just broke up. we Broke up just because she was having problems and i asked one of here friends to help me with it. The worst thing is that she didnt tell me people we were going out eather. I guess i care to much about people.   | | |
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