I'm through with this xanga thing.  If I can't write how I feel than why write? I'm done with this. I have a journal and pen. That will do.

eehhhhh I wanna quit....already. I get to work at 2:30, and I was scheduled to start work at 3:30. So I'm just hanging around my mom and her co-workers, talking, walking around,trying to burn time. FINALLY 3:30 comes I go, and shes not their. Hmmm maybe she'll be a little late. So I come back in another 5 minutes, not their. Okay mmm I'll walk around the store. I did. Kept checking to see if she came, than FINALLY at 3:55 she shows up. "Sorry ran out to get coffee"  lol.So than I find myself standing by the ceral stand waiting for her to finish talking on the phone. That took twenty minutes. Than after all that "you can go home. I'll see you on thursday from 9-5. I'll pay you half" So today I call her "I was a little confused what did you mean by half?" "ohh I USUALLY start my trainees off with that. I'll be working with you so....once you start working on your own you'll get full pay." OKAY THATS ILLEGAL. I KNOW MY RIGHTS. FIRST of all I'm suppose to fill out a APPLICATION, the company should have a record of their workers, thats how I would get paid. SECOND, if I were to get paid half of what I should make that would be UNDER MINIUM WAGE! THIRD, YOU DIDN'T ASK FOR A WORKING permit! I'M underage. 16. I make myself mad. Whats the point of knowing your rights if your not going to use them? No I told her none of that. Why? Because I felt bad, she's a sweet lady, and she really needs someone to help her, because she'll be going to her country for christmas. Maisoon, feels nieve. She feels like shes being taking advantage of. I wish I could speak out, but I can't. I'm not made to work out in the business world. I can't cheat people, or lie, or tell them something about a product that isnt true. I'm not going to. I'm sorry. I don't play dirty. I have morals and values, and I'll keep following them. Whatever you do is your business. I'm still thinking about quitting, but I would feel really bad. She works in the same store as my mom, and I don't want anything to happen. It'll only be for a month.

At least I got my moms co-workers to make things fun. I know I won't be working with them. But hey! They work in the same store. I'll hang with them during break and get food.

Today was fun! yaaay! I got to see Marjan and Razieh! Razieh drove. WOOOHOOO. She's all grown up now! *tear* lol. We ate at Aminas thai restaruant! yummy! I had pad thai.  After that we went to White flint mall. That mall has nothing. . We went to Borders Books. We got frappucinos. Omg we were so hyper. We were seating their laughing and talking.  I actually liked being in a bookstore.For once lol. All those books. One day I'm gonna go their get a frap and just read.  

Me: at least he didn't give me a ring!

Marjan: what?!

Me: oh wait I just got what I said. That was lame

I have work tommrow!  lol At least I can go late! 3:30-6:00. And tommrows iftar at Sr.Saffiyahs house. WOOOOO lol That should be fun.

Work started yesterday. I woke up at 7:20 got dressed, went with my dad to drop my sister off at school, than went to the metro station. From their I took the bus to work. It's such a long commute on the bus/metro. By car it only takes 25 minutes. It took me an hr to get their and more than an hr to get back. =/ sucks eh? Work isn't that bad. I'm working with the flowers. It is kind of hectic though. I have to memorize the names of the flowers, prices,I have to do inventory, I have to keep bringing flowers to the front, and making sure everything is okay. I'm glad I don't have work today, or tommrow, and on Friday I start work at 3:30 and end at 5. Not bad.

Yay! I finally got to see Marjan yesterday. Went over her house for Iftar. YIPPIE. Roasted marshallows, made smores, sat around the fire place, talked,watched tv, SNL is so funny. .And I'm gonna see her again on Saturday. yippie! booya. And maybe again on Sunday lol. ;) I got back home at 1:30.And I didn't get to sleep for that long, because someone kept calling and the ring woke me up!. Why do people have to keep calling when NO ONE picks up?! I don't get it.

My ear still hurts.   I put drops in it this morning. It's not helping. Oh well...

ha. I talked to Sara yesterday on the phone. And Sara wat happened to the phone? it just WENT OFF! I tried calling you back like SIX times and your answering machine came on! lol I was like .I haven't seen her in like...forever. and we live 30 minutes away from each other lol. Sad. Very sad. It's okay Sara I'll be getting my licenses soon!

Gotta go finish my schoolwork and I wanna watch SHREK. Yay! I love the donkey! He cracks me uppppppppppp.

maisooni~

I'll leave you with this :

 "Until the philosophy which holds one race superior and another inferior is finally and permanently discredited and abandoned, everywhere is war and until there are no longer first-class and second-class citizens of any nation, until the color of a man's skin is of no more significance than the color of his eyes. And until the basic human rights are equally guaranteed to all without regard to race, there is war. And until that day, the dream of lasting peace, world citizenship, rule of international morality, will remain but a fleeting illusion to be pursued, but never attained... now everywhere is war."
-Bob Marley

I start work tommrow. I'm not as excited as I thought I would be. One, because I will be taking the metro and bus, which means motion sickness for me. Second my ear hurts, and its windy outside which means my ear won't be getting better any time soon. Third, I will be working in the worst place you could imagine. COSTCO. Okay it's not that bad. I could have choosen to work anywhere else. Yup. But I choose Costco. Costco is full of aggressive cart drivers pushing their way around the store, and yelling at anyone who tries to cut in front of them at the sample stands. I can't stand the place, and yet I, yes I, I, decided to work their.  

On the other hand Costco has a great eattery so when Ramadhan is over I can get myself a slice of pizza, or a pretzel, or ice cream, or a hot dog.

Okay. I'm making myself hungry.

Don't forget Mulan special edition DVD comes out this TUESDAY! Hey that's tommrow.

Yay! I finished one of my homeschooling textbooks. Thanks to Marjan  lol.. And now I have phsycology to do. It's not as boring as you think it is. I'm actually interested. And since I have work tommrow I'm planning on finishing the book today. ha.yeah right. Three hundred and something pages of phsycology.  

I love the olive man. lol

Hope everyones having a great Ramadhan I' am!