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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Shelby State: Kansas Gender: Female Interests: Racing, Volleyball, Computer, and Hanging out with friends. Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: c45racn AIM: blingbling12691 Yahoo: c45racn Member Since: 12/29/2003

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

im bored...cant sleep...i think too much. anyways, if anyone reads this xanga anymore...here u go.

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	shelby
Birthday:	june 29
Birthplace:	kansas
Current Location:	kansas
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5'9-5'10ish
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today:
Your Weakness:	guys
Your Fears:	dying and being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	race
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up:
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime:	around 11ish
Your Most Missed Memory:	..........
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither
Single or Group Dates:	both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:
Cappuccino or Coffee:	capuccino
Do you Smoke:	yea
Do you Swear:	yea
Do you Sing:
Do you Shower Daily:	yea
Have you Been in Love:	think so
Do you want to go to College:	yea
Do you want to get Married:	yea
Do you belive in yourself:	uh most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yea
In the past month have you Smoked:	yea
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yea
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yea
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	not in pain
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:
What country would you most like to Visit:	germany
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	any
Favourite Hair Color:	any
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	5'10
Weight:
Best Clothing Style:	nice but not too preppy
Number of Drugs I have taken:	doesnt matter
Number of CDs I own:
Number of Piercings:	3
Number of Tattoos:	1
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	1
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

well, im writing in this one just because of how...hurt i am, depressed feeling, or whatever u may have it. and its not like anyone will read this anyways. i give up on trying to please people. none of my friends care anymore. no one realizes that i need to talk too...Jacobee is always doing something with school friends and avoids hanging out with me so im done trying, me and Christy arent that close anymore, Jason and Cody...i have nothing against them its just that they live so far away i dont get to see them much. and the same with Makayla. Bobby r is the only one making an effort to see me so thanks Bobby. the close relationships i used to have with people are gone...nothing or no one is there anymore. and im sick of it. i havent felt like this in over 2 years. a majority of u all can go to hell as far as im concerned. im sick of getting screwed over and getting walked all over. so i think everyone got what they wanted...they put me back in the place that i was in 4 years ago. and i dont think anything is going to make it better. not for a long time anyways...

so anyways, i went and saw my grandmas grave again today. ive been up there a lot lately. i put a rose and some other things up there and i took Cole to see her for the first time. he starred at her picture and said "grandma, i wish i would have met u" now, that just tore me up. not only did it make me realize how much i miss her, i realized how smart my 6 yr old brother is. sigh...

well ill end this before i really get going on how i feel...

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