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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
It's the same scenario over and over again. It breaks me, it scares me, upsets me, hurts me, fools me, tells me. I'm finished fighting, trying, beginning, losing, crying. Don't worry, it's over. | |
Monday, December 25, 2006
I love Christmas. I love my family. :] Here's what I got.. Ipod Roadtrip thingie High School Musical Donnie Darko V for Vendetta Fight Club Hellogoodbye - "Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs" Senses Fail - "Still Searching" 13 pairs of badass socks 4 pairs of gloves Underwearrrr Candy! Pajama set Merry Christmas everyone! | |
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
now come give me a sign that you're not messing with my mind | |
| I found that a lot of people feel the exact same way I do, and it makes me feel better knowing that. Even if the don't come out and say it, there are certain things that show me it. I don't know, just about issues, about people, about life, about everything. I want to start drawing some more, maybe if I do it more, I'll become better at it... but I'm not getting my hopes up. My drawing is awful. I need some new additions to my playlist. I'm getting tired of listening to the same stuff over and over. Although, Monty Are I is amazing... yeah. Maybe coming back to Xanga was a bad idea. Take care.  | |
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
| I don't really know what's been going on lately. I am beginning to stay up extremely late, [4am]. I need to quit this and get back on schedule. I'm on winter break from school, and I hope it goes slow. I'll finally have time to hang out with friends, time to relax and more importantly, not worry as much. Christmas is approaching quickly and I have yet to purchase gifts for family and friends. I'll get it all finished on Friday, my day off, payday. Anyway, I read a friend's post and it inspired me to try to start writing in this more often. Of course, mine won't be as interesting and thought-worthy as his are, but I suppose they get things off my chest and mind. I don't know how to explain relationships lately, or lackthereof. It's finally occurred to me, that the only person I truly, most absolutely need in life right now is myself. I mustn't worry of others simple problems of... stupid things, but of my own. Surely, I need to worry about family and friends but it's not going to be my life. Well, I guess it's time I should try to get some sleep, it's 230am. Tonight, I sleep. Tomorrow night, I work. What an exciting day I have planned tomorrow. Yeaaaaaaah. Take care. :] | |
