| HEY HEY. i haven't been on here forever. gosh yeah im at school right now and kelly went on her xanga and i was awwwww i remember my xanga. so so yeah summer is almost here and that means i'll be a senior very soon how cool is that?? yeah very cool. i still go out with adam for all that live under rocks. yeah teachers coming.. gtg |
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| Narcissistic meeee.. my family is driving me INSANE.. my overly protective middle life crisis MOTHER, my fat lazy everything-phobic prude of a sister, ohhhhhhh and i surely can't forget my bitter boring ignorent vulgar racist-i swear to god he is- hypocritical exagerating immature bitter bitter FATHER. |
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| conflicted i am? yes. even writting in this old xanga of mine makes me wan to barf but hey wutever i feel like it. things lately? hmmm difficult to say.i just dont know. i feel so this or so that. right now my main priority is to get good grades. good grades you ask? all A's i mean. thats never going to happen but wutever, one B wont hurt me. hmm next on my list is friends. my friends? hmm basically i have mm two real ones i talk to on a day to day basis. then there is lizzy whom i still adore but seem not to have the memory to give her a buzz once a week. everyone else is rather questionable as friends yet i still call them friends because i dont know what the hell else to call them. i genuinely care for a lot of people. and lets see most complicated the now long term/"serious" boyfriend. currently he has pissed me off/hurt me to a point where i really dont care too much for conversing with him. oh but on the other hand i do miss him and i do still care for him in that oh so special way some like to call it love but yeah. right now i just eh a lot of my friends like to judge him because he's "gangster" and all his friends call me "rocker". yeah it sucks wutever, hey. i dont even know wutever. hmm family? my home life? well my parents are getting *dun dun dun* divorced. my dad is bitter. my mom is having her mid-life crisis while she doesn't want her "little girl" to grow up. my dad is constantly trying to reach out to me for the time he wasted and is now trying to be "my father". my sister eh is my sister. looks just like me except she will be taller, she is fatter, darker, shy-er, and she has better hair than me but wutever. oh yeah whats my nationality? i am half white, a quarter Japanese, and a quarter black .. "you dont look black" people these days.. *not refering to bob. ok i think im done now. and wow i do feel a little bit better |
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| california is great!!!!!!!! ah but i wont be sleeping in my own bed untill tomarrow. grrrr. |
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