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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Tue, 17 May 2005 18:24:38 GMT

welps lets see a buncha shit happened.

Jeffy & Diana o5.12.o5

friday night jack picked me up and we went to a party in eureka. on our way there some county fags wanted to start shit with us. so they threw a beer can at jacks car and he was like hell naw so he speed up and big john threw a beer can bac at there car and all the people in jacks car were screaming out southside! haha.. so then we all exited off the highway and stopped at a red light and jacks friends jumped out and started to beat the shit out of the driver. which i found out today was tylers friend and he got a blackeye and a couple of bruises. but bac to the story. jack was screaming parking lot parking lot. so we went to a parking lot and they sed follow us and jack was like u pussy n shit. was hella funny. they cudnt even take 4 ppl on. and there was 4 county fags in the car. his other friends didnt even do nothing juss sat there and screamed.

then late night saturday hung out with jeff and jiaqi. we went to watch unleashed. it was a tight ass movie! u guys shud go see it.

then yesterday me jack greg and brandi hung out. jack picked me up and we went to jack in the box to meet up with greg and brandi. then we headed to tee time. jack paid for me ^^ we all got the combo pack. first we played mini golf and i got the first hole in one ^^ then i think greg got one. haha we are awsome!! then we did the go carts and jack got the shitty car!! haha.. it was brandi me greg and jack. lol. they suck. then we headed for the bumber boats. jack got the shitty water spray thing and got me a million times -_-" i was soaked and brandi sed she looked like a drenched rat. haha.. shes cool. then we did the batting cages and now my arms are sore =( then when i got home that night jeff came over and we hung out.

today i drove my car to school. i was behing steven but he didnt see me. and when i turned into the parking lot i drove by bryan jeff and jack and they were like holy shit!! it was hella funny. it was fun driving myself. then worked on my moms car with jack. he mostly did the work. =\ then got home and showed my dad what he needed. and jeffy might come over later ^^

i so cannot wait until this weekend me and jeffy are gunna go shopping and buy some gangstah stuff ^^ and i might go take my license to. and then on sat jeffy is coming over to spend the night i cant wait about that ^^ so many fun things coming up. w00t w00t

oh and im thinking about joining jeffys gang. ^^ tell me ur commetz on this. i wanna see how u feel about this.

here some picz

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Sat, 14 May 2005 00:51:21 GMT

i haxx0rz into my hunniez xangerz

                         hurray for

                      Jeffy      Dianuh
                          LoVe
                        05.12.05

WIN!

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 07:54:55 GMT

[o1.2o.o5 ] - [ o4.o9.o5 ]

me and jeffy broke up and now it doesnt even seem like he kare for me anymore.. i just get ignore and u know it.. doesnt even feel like it was before like u sed it was gunna be. but first off u did me and then lefted me.. wtf.. and now on ur profile u asking who shud i take to prom.. i thought we was gunna go together but i guess u dont want to be seen with me anymore. u prolly want to ask that azn girl that got ur fone number.

ugh u make me so mad sometimes that i want to hurt myself. yea wudnt u like that. i wrote all these things for u and u just ignore it. all u kare about now is games and ur parents. i cant fit in ur schedule that u put me on. guess it didnt mean anything what we went through..

To Be Continued....

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 16:49:30 GMT

when i like a popular guy or just one i know i got no chance with i never say anything to them and act as normal as i can cuz i kow that i can never be with them. been thinking a lot lately on the bus or when i got time alone. to me jeffy seems like a popular guy with the ladies and also with the guys. he tells me that all these azn girls at his school like him. what am i suppose to think besides that he seems popular to me. to myself i think of me as a loser with no friends and no one likes me besides paul and pj. thats who i normally wud hang out with at school. i try not to express how i like jeffy cuz im scared that he will turn on me. even though he say he isnt there is always a possiblity that he will no matter what he says. thats why i was scared at frist to go out with u. even now when we talk on the fone im scared to talk to u about things cuz u cud get mad or offended. u can think whatever u want but this is how im feeling rite now.

you are the popular guy always changing. never asking me what i like. when u dyed ur hair it made me feel that girls will like u more and then u will forget about me.i cant help but to think of that. i dont know what to think. ur always a mystery to me now. i dont know whats going on and u never see me anymore and it makes me think that u dont like me anymore and that saddens me. im always thinking what wud happen if this happened and if this happened. my head hurts from thinking so much. as i write this tears are falling down my face.. then u didnt even ask me about school yesterday. i had a bad day. the guys in my tech class kept doing things that pissed me off and i cudnt take it anymore so i cried. it really made me mad but u didnt even ask how my day was. if jack saw me cry he wuda got mad and ask the guys wtf happened cuz thats what he did when he saw me cry the first time. u dont even do anything about it. just like ehhhh..

oh and then our fone kalls are like dead now and dont be like everythings ok cuz its not ok?! i liked it when u used to try and come see me. like lie to ur mom or argue but u dont seem to do that anymore. sometimes i wonder things like u got me now so u dont have to try anymore. like im always urs and u can come to me whenever u want and whenever u dont want to. its like im a prize and u finally won me over. now i feel like a used toy and u want somone better. u told me why i cudnt be like the other girls. maybe i dont want to be like the other girls. im different and i want to stay that way and if u dont like it then leave. this is how i feel and if u dont like it get the FUCK OUT!

Friday, March 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 09:00:50 GMT

gary is the coolest kid in this school...

welps.. havent updated lately. just really didnt kare about this page and no one is coming here anymore so whats the point in updating. eh. buh oh wells. it doesnt matter.

Jeffy: eh. i dont think we doing so good. we havent talked in a long time. we've just been playing world of warcraft and nothing else. our fone conversaions are like this: ....... all silence and all i do is ask questions. and im kinda gettin tired of that so sometimes i think that we're not going anywhere and he doesnt seem to kare. everything is so different now. we've seem to b like strangers to each other. i barely even know him anymore. its kinda sad actually. i never go out anymore bcuz i want to hang out with him. but it seems like he doesnt got the time for me. since he is always doing something else. maybe this going out deal was the bad idea. im sure not gunna end it. jeffys the one that wants this more than i do prolly. iano.. i dont know whats wrong with him. he doesnt tell me. and things are just a mess. iano if we are ever going to be the same anymore.

Diana: dianas bday was yest!! ^^ happy bday girl! now u can get ur permit and run ppl over so i better watch out on the streets for u. even tho ur in florida. it doesnt matter ull run me over in one way or another! haha. jp girl u know i love u even tho i dont show it!^^

School: its been a total drag. spring break is right around the corner. yesterday at lindbergh was so ez! had 1 and a half tests. pizza. and it just flew by. paul got to see lauren yest and i was suppose to see jeffy to. but he didnt tell me in time that he cudnt see me. how fucking rude is that? that kinda pissed me off but i dont think he kares to much about that since when im mad he laughs.. at tech guys still pickin on me. throwing me around and the usually stuff since im the only girl in here. i mean its not all that bad. n oh yea pj got his license last week. congrats on that one boi! n jack is being his usual self. still tryin to get with me n shit but im not letting him. he was like whenever u want some kall me. so i was like i can only kall u when i want some? haha. he was like kall me whenever u want then. i laughed so hard. his so funny. then greg tried to take out a fuel injector without saftey glasses and the fuel sprayed all over his face and he cud not see shit! so dan walked him over to the eye wash.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 01:41:12 GMT

time for updating time! :D yay!! is everyone excited? u better! :P haha..

Jeff: lets see we doing fine. we've got our ups and down but we finally trying to understand each others feelings. ive been mad at him for the retarded things he does. like when his playing a game like starcraft and trying to talk to him is impossible. it just doesnt work because he yells at me. like just let me play! and then i just let him =\ i was venting to martin about jeff.. then martin was like y not just break up with him.. i was like nuh uh. i cant just let one stupid thing ruin this. i mean i kare about him its just that i dont really show it. dont know how. so my way of caring is yelling at him n stuff =) haha.. what a lame way! xD todai jeff told me that hannah thinks i dont give him enough free time :\ am i really like that? i think i give him more free time than any other girlfriend would.. eh.. but i guess not to her. maybe ill just let him do whatever he wants since he was talking to chelsea today.. >:| i was so not happy

school: lets see since jack has a girl now theres no need for him to be hanging on me n shit. so to take his place. its jeff. the white one. he always picks me up and throws me around. which can be fun sometimes and not fun sometimes. but i dont mind at least i dont got to walk! :D then chris wanted me to hang out with him to shoot paintballs at ppl. o_O that can be dangerous. maybe if we do that we can be in the news! yay. i think im gettin horrible grades at school. i just can help it tho. im normally lazy and dont feel like doing some hw cuz its hella gay. this girl i used to be kinda friends with, i came across her xanga and i commented her saying that she lookz like a guy cuz she does! omg.. if i didnt know her and just came on there i wuda been like omg its a girl?! haha.. then she commented me bac saying like geez i cant believe u wud say something like that to me. we used to be friend and blah blah blah. i didnt really kare. anyways thats prolly some stuff u guys wudnt kare about anyways.

home life: eh.. its going ok i guess. nothing real big going on. i got new ram for my comp. its got 1gb now! :D w00tz w00tz.. eh.. nothing to say about home life just that its hella boring.

jeffys got pulled over todai because he shined his bright lights at a cop! xD ahaha..

here are some pics

steven

yue du

jeff and me

chichi

steven

yue du and steven

me and jenny webcam war! grRrR whos the best?

scared

happy

innocent

silly

mad

sleepy

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 20:28:31 GMT

hey guys. i think its for some serious updating! ive just been to lazy and to careless to updated. seems like theres no point anymore since hardly any ppl comment me. i mean ppl so but sometimes i got to ask -_-" and its pretty gay. but anyways its good to let out some stuff that i can tell ppl.

me and jeffy are doing fine. little fights here and there like we used to always have but then we become silient and one of us either talks. we just cant stay mad at each other long. it just impossible. haha.

last friday jeff picked me up and we went to yue du's house to play xbox. me jeff diana joe chichi and yue du of course. me and jeff went to subway for me to get a sub cuz i was hungry. and then we went to snucks to rent a game kalled fusion frenzy. it a fuckin FUN game! then we went to pick up chichi and headed over to yue dus. then diana and joe came. when we all were playing halo 2 joe was like i think u guys go leave. in a really mean voice like he didnt want us in there so he can win. =( how sad.. so me and diana lefted and went to play fusion frenzy. then chichi stole it and put it in the xbox with the big tv. what big meanies. then joe and diana lefted. then around 11:30 jeff took me home and it was snowing.

then yesterday jeffy came over to my house. we did homework together. ate spegetti together. and some alone time together. god i love my little jeffy! :D i dont think i cud ever let him go.

ive been talkin to logan lately and it seems like the old days when we used to talk. we talk about everything but not everything me and jeff talk about.

diana is movin soon and imma miss her! =( everythings going to be so different. i wont be able to hang out with her when i got the chance. welps. we are throwing diana a going away party. if anyone would like to donate there house for us to throw it at pls get at me or diana. =) hehe.

ive been thinking a lot lately. some happy ones and some sad throughts. i just cant get out of my head all the memories that me and eddy had. everytime i think of them i get so sad. sometimes i wish i was bac with him. but i just cant seem to imagine the relationship working. we live so far and we hardly communicate. i do miss him sometimes. but i do got jeffy rite here. sometimes when i need him. he isnt always there for me. maybe im just expecting to much from him. i just want what dianas got. she got a ring. and all her bfs pick her up from school and is always spending time with her. sometimes i want that but i cant really expect much from jeffy since he doesnt even got his own car and his mom is always bitching at him that they dont spend enough time with each other.

tomorrow im looking to gettin a red dress with my mommie. i so cannot wait. yay.

sorry guys. i really didnt update much. here are some picz.

snow

some guys at lan

me and diana

yue du

jeffy

jeffy was sick so i fed him soda

joe

more guys at lan

chichi

Friday, January 21, 2005

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 16:27:32 GMT

Diana and Jeff
o1.2o.o5

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 20:59:38 GMT

okok HI i'm jeffy updatin fer dianuh since she updated my xanga www.xanga.com/vballman87 =P and shez a lazy bum ya..

so last week when i left for the cruise, she didnt do anything but play World of warcraft all day and chat with people. fun.

i came back on monday and kalled her and we had a nice long talk that we havent had for a while.. culdnt call her since there was no reception in mexico -_- so then i was thinkin about her all the time!! omg!! haha =) then we chilled and play wow together and hung out at her house or wahtever.. and then yesterday i picked her up and ate a sandwich at her house ^^ and then we met apted at a party after eating some taco bell ! ^^ so good.. i drank a beer and diana was drunk as fuck and i took advantage of her like no other, took her back to my house and we did it on the couch...

ok i was just kidding there, i think she stayed clean but yeah, when the ball dropped we kissed for like 10 minutes into the next year w00t that was a great party we saw white people fightin. ok so thats about it. school starts soon and im excited and i know diana is too. time to talk on tha phone every nite till 3-5 like we always do =) bye niggars i love you ^_^

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here some pics i toOk

vigors

craig and steven in tha bac

paul

paul again

paul yawning

paul again

alex

eric

josh and eric in back

paul eattin nasty look pasta

pj being a dork

wah i wore one day

jeff eatting a sandwich

jeff again.. tha light was to bright

jeff lookin weird

jeff again

jeff again gotta love this pic

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 23:23:40 GMT

went to crestwood todai.. saw paul while i was shoppin with mommy.. bought a hat and a camera! :D

$179

$25

$20

here some random picz! hope u like! ^_^

as for all u people who d0nt know what white castle is *cough cough* LOGAN! haha this is a white castle burger

this is a white castle resturant who people like logan who d0nt know what it is