fuck.

what do you do when you have so much to say.

so much to talk about.

so much shit on your freakin mind that if you dont know what do to.

but no one to talk to?

....

you go fuckin crazy. thats what.

Hey everyone! itz meeh typing from the philipnes! just wanted to say happy late christmas and an early new year! I MISS YOU ALL! yes yes the philipnes is a great place its soo much fun.. but its also sad because of the squatters tho. its a funny place to like instead of Mcdonalds im loving it.. its Mcdonalds love ko to.. haha whoo.. funny stuff man.. many other things to doode ive seen a lot guys peing on the rode its reallie reallie.. funny hot guys to! gosh so many hahahha. well the first week i pretty much stayed in manila and chilled there looking around went site seeing  learned a lot about my culture.. the second week is this weekish and i went to boracay man that place is realiey pretty but the ride there was scary... cuz the bus driver is a maniac like whoa its a 1 lane street and to pass up the guy in front of us he would go into the other lane and like  5 times there was a van coming in front of us.. yes eys i hate traffic there in boracay i went on this banana boat thingy and jet skiid stuff like that.. doode i saw soo many of my cousins this week in Munoz (my moms old house/city) its reallie hard to keep track. i met the other part of my dads side on christmas we had soo mcuh fun there all older than me but its cool. yes yes right now im in Munoz after a 5 hour haha i think i have to take showers using a tabo hahah my atehz were freaking out how theres not hot water and no reali shower.. were taking showers like in the "olden days" hahaha welllz gtg ill see you guys later..

                                                           Love Alwayz  ~Cheerz~

hey there peoples.. well ive finally decided to update this thingymagiger.. but it doesnt matter anyways since no one bothers to look at it.. well im reallie bored so imma update it for my own bordem. well thursday was thanks giving it was a rather interesting day. i went over to my aunts house at like 1 and wen we got there the table was filled w/ food.. but like not ordinary thanxgiving food filipno mixed w/ thanxgiving food.. like the turkey had fried rice in it instead of stuffing. then after that we ate and wtached bruce almighty and bend it like beckham.. then we went home cooked the turkey and all the stuffing and then watched the 2 towers. and ate at 10 o clock cause that was wen the turkey was done.. we were all so very irritable during the movies like and kept asking questions wen the turkey was dones and running back and forth to see how much longer fun stuff like that. then had a nice dinner. yesterday [friday] went to the mall because we had to all buy dresses for the dinner dance in the phillipnes. ya it was fun.. my atehs and mom are soo picky we spent prolly 7 hours there looking for dresses.. and another hour lookin for accessories.. it was fun tho cuz we had bonding time. yes yes it was reallie fun it was like shopping for hc again.. but it was all of us and we were all getting excited like yayy oOo thats pretty and stuffs..  and today i stayed home and got ready for the phillipnes already. like i had to count the stuff i had and put most of the things in the luggage already .. and getting the stuff  in the balikbayan boxes ready.. doode i went to rite aid w/ my mom to by chocolate we bought soooooo much! like 60 dollars worth of candy the guy looked at us like what the hell is all this for and stuffs.. it was rather interesting.. im getting really exctied cuz in about a week and 5 days imma go to the phillipnes im like yayy! yes yes.. i shall stop my incessent bloggering and leave yo to your peace. laterz