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Well, well, well...this is my very last entry on this site! I basically am just writing this for some kind of closure. hahahaha. Sorry if this kinda is an inconvenience for all those out there subscribed to me (I think it's 27 or something like that.) New year=new site  And it's way better, I do believe. Anyway---can't wait until tonight! Celebrating the new year! yaaayyy! Have a marvalous night. And check out the new site since it would be pointless to go to this one after today! (Unless you wanna go back and read old entries...rather interesting, I must admit!) Love ya'll oh so much! <3

Oh, and by the way---the room is lookin way awesome. It's kind of a pink overload at the moment, but once I get a new comforter it should be all evened out. Plus I got rid of my desk so there's a lot more room...you'll just have to see it sometime!  Ok I suppose these are my last words on this site! ....

Never underestimate my Jesus. You're telling me that there's no hope...I'm telling you you're wrong. Never underestimate my Jesus. When the world around you crumbles...He will be strong, He will be strong.

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This entry goes out to everyone that I have talked to this year. Everyone who has made me smile. Encouraged me, been there for me, loved me when I didn't deserve it, listened to me, prayed with me and for me, taught me things, shown me what real god-sent friendship truely is, thought about me, directed me, ran through the rain with me, talked with me late into the night, star-gazed with me, taken me to the lake and put up with me learning how to knee-board, randomly said comments that don't make any sense, make me cry from laughter, and thank God that you are in my life. Without all the people that have supported me, and even sometimes rejected me, I wouldn't be the person I can say I am right now. It's only something that God could do in bringing us together in a way that we compliment each other in all the right ways. He is such a great God, and has taught me so many things this year...they are not countable. I've been challenged and have grown so much in so many ways...much of which is because of what God has shown me through all of ya'll. You should know who you are. I really don't have to name any names. Thanks for showing your love for me, being there when I asked, and knowing when to leave me alone and learn for myself. Thanks for taking my hand and guided me when I've been blindfolded and left in the dark. Thanks for pointing me in the right direction. Thanks for goofing off with me. For singing with me. For standing up for the right thing with me. I know I've got so many people that I can trust and that are loyal and I know will catch me if I ever happen to trip. And I praise God for that. He is my everything and has given me so much. Thanks to all of you. You are each so special to me in so many ways. You make me smile. <3

and i hope next year is even better. Happy New Year. God bless.

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Taking a break from paintin my room...it's sooo the best color of pink EVER.  It's actually a Nickelodien color...heh! But that does not phase me! Can't wait till we get it all done. And another good thing is that we're getting new carpet on Monday so it doesn't matter if any gets there. This is way good. So my room is going to be totally decked out in pink and black and white and this should really pull all that I've done together with only a few more projects to work on. YAY! Hopefully I'll be all finished up by the time school rolls around. (which should be like...NEVER. rawr.)

Kudo's to Em and Mollie who stopped by my house last night and did not scare me like they intended. Although I had my zebra blanket over my head with my purple penguin pajamas and striped socks...ok if you have that pictured now picture a couple of little kids walking by my house, one of which is walking a dog. I start dancing around underneath the blanket and BARKING at the dog. According to Em and Mollie, the kid was pretty freaked out and the dog actually started growling at me and barking back...it was HILARIOUS and not embarrassing since you couldn't tell who I was (although I'd most likely still do this without the blanket, but still...) So then I do this to the second kid who walks by until Mollie's like "OH MY GOSH! Callie! The parents are comin now!" hahahahahaa so then I just stand really still and straight (still with the blanket over my head.) I can only imagine how goofy I looked doing this. So then just hugs me forever while the parents walk by...claiming I was like a african decorated Christmas tree or something...that barked, of course. The two of them were crying with laughter.  I enjoy making people laugh and having a blast in the process!  yessssss!

Even when my eyes are dry, even when my soul is tired, even when my hands are heavy, I will lift them up to You. It's not about how I feel, oh Lord I am here for You...I exist for You. I close my eyes but all I see is a background of black, bouncy squiggly lines. And this week's mistakes coming back to mind by I will lift my voice and make a joyful sound! Forget about me, I only get me down. Although I cannot see it doesn't mean I shouldn't sing to You, to You.

You've given me Your life and have held mine together yet I find excuses to slouch in my pew. But when glory divine is sitting in my very presence, the least thing I cna do is give my all to You, give my all to You.

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Louisiana was fairly fun. First day was horribly boring (although I did get to drive about half of the way down there...) but yesterday was soo much fun. Went from Shreveport to Rocky Mount slash Plain Dealing to my aunt's house way out in the boonies (yes!) and at 2/30 or whenever my 3 younger cousins and aunt and uncle from Florida were already there. I hadn't seen them in about a year so this was major fun. I taught one of them just a couple of basics on guitar since he got one for Christmas and we got to go on an hour or 2 hour 4-wheeler ride. I took 5-year old cousin Nash on the back of mine and we were off...vrrooom! All through some mud holes and back on trails and all that jazz. I had on a tee-shirt so I was freezing going 30 or whatever it was on that thing. Then later on we went back out and I took Ella (8 year old cousin) just out around the yard...Laura is the only one who knows just how bumpy and hilly this yard is. My aunt's driveway is about a city block long so the whole thing is just huge and awwww so much fun. I love it. Anyway. That night my dad, my aunt, and I walked outside to look at the moon (it was full...) The only other time I have seen it like it was was on Spring Break when I was out at their house. I cannot express to you how bright it was out there besides saying that it casted shadows on the lawn from the trees and us and anything else out there. I thought I was going to be dissapointed, thinking it couldn't be as bright as it was back in the Spring, but no...ahhh! I tried to take pics, but of course you really cannot capture stuff like that. I probably could have stayed out there all night...

Got woken up by Yodi the chiwauwau this morning..wooo! haha. Oh---and I actually got my mom to come on the four-wheeler for a very short ride this morning and she screamed the whole way when I was going a frightening 15 MPH....*gasp* That was a joyous time. Then I got the chance of a lifetime by meeting up with Kyle at a McDonald's off the highway in Malvern (well...bascially. unless you wanna get way technical.) So we got to hang for a little while there with my parents--haha. But it was good as usual to get to see him. Plus I got my Christmas present (wonderfully amazing wrap job, by the way ) and gave him his scarf which I hope he enjoys tremendously.

Can't wait till New Year's Eve...gonna be way cool...wooooo! Actually hangin with the gang!

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I know these survey things are fairly lame...but oh well---deal with it  I'll try to update when I'm in Shreveport...

1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? smile...most deff.
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? not solely because they happened to be a woman...
3. Would you marry for money? yeah right after I memorize all the verses to the Greek National Anthem (never been done by a native b/c it's so long...)
4. Have you had braces? yeah
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? yeah.
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? um not purposefully...unless you count doing fairly stupid stuff that invites an injury. (i.e. using a kickboard as a sled on ice...running the jumping on it with your stomach...)
7. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc..? aol and msn (just for a couple of people)
8. If so, how many people are on your list(s)? 126
9. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? the pioneer days. 1800's...life seemed much more simple yet much more interesting
10. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? slippers or socks inside
11. What is your favorite fruit? fruit is the best. all fruit minus watermelon or cantelope or any other melon.
12. Do you eat wheat bread or white? white
13. What is your favorite place to visit? my aunt's house in the country. it's gorgeous outside and the 4-wheelin is way way way fun.
14. What is the last movie you saw? watched home alone last night with em
15. Are you photogenic? usually...it's interesting all the different expressions of mine people get on film. but i haven't hated but a few of my pics
16. Do you dream in color or black and white? color
17. Are you wearing fingernail polish? yeah
18. Do you have any dimples? no
19. Do you remember being born? hey i got a question for you, mr. survey maker: is that a relevant or even possible question?
20. Why do you take surveys? quite interesting I do believe..you learn a lot a/b a person!
21 Did you like or do you like high school? it has its ups and downs
22. What is the most beautiful language? dutch. haha just kidding. Italian
23. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake? hahaha...well, yeah, it's nothing to complain a/b.
24. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? sunsets on the beach
25. Do you want to live to be 100? depends
26. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? yeah and i think guys should shave their armpits. (as in, not just one randomly right now...but i think it should have become a good thing to do whenever women started shaving.)
27. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? different foods for different moods
28 Do you or have you played with a ouija board? never ever ever those things scare the pee outta me
29. Are you loyal? to the best of my ability.
30. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? i do my best to put up with them, but i always give my opinion too
31. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off
32. Do you believe in magic? no...I used to want to be a magician when I was little so I know how all that stuff is done.
33. Do you have nightmares frequently? no but every once in a while
34. Do you like your nose? I don't really want to trade or anything if that's my other option.
35. Do you like abstract art? I did many of the same works of art in pre-K. Why didn't that stuff get put into galleries?
36. Do you think you can draw well? hahahaha THAT's funny.
37. Do you listen to music daily? hardly ever don't have music playing when I'm inside
38. Do you like to watch cartoons? when cartoons were GOOD---i.e. old school nickelodien
39. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? idk remember when it was...4th grade...?
40. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? one in my closet...about 10 in another place, 10 on the back of my door, and about 20-something in a drawer. and one pair on back-order for christmas.
41. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? i have a few staples then add in a variety every now and then.
42. Do you write poetry? I make some sort of an attempt every now and then
43. Do you snore? I just asked em and lana. they said i sometimes snore when I'm on my back and "make other noises every now and then" I guess somewhere between talking and mumbling. Not sure...
44. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? toss and turn every which way
45. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? neither. I refuse to answer.
46. Do you lick stamps? yeah, even the sticker kind. haha j/k.
47. Do you use an electric can opener? I try every time but can NEVER figure the stink'n thing out.
48. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? yeah
49. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? emotional for girls I think and physical for guys.
50. Do you think balding men should shave their heads? it would be better than a comb-over. but not all of them shoule shave
51. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed? a few people who used to be
52. Do you prefer a piano or a violin? piano is awesome...that's all there is to it
53. Are you a sex addict? WHAT?! crazy survey maker-upper person...oh yeah. that's me, alright.
54. Do you know someone who has cancer?  no one at the moment---my grandpa died of it, though
55. Do you hunt? I have before a few times
56. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants? the restaurants that are on the median..not just a 99 cent heart attack or a $99 little bitty piece of food...somewhere in-between is good!
57. Do you have a middle name? yes...would you like to know it or something?
58. Are you basically a happy person? oh most deff
59. Are you tired? nah
60. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? don't drink caffeine but a/b once a month
61. Have you ever met anyone off the internet? hahahahahaaa yessss
62. How many phones do you have in your house? 4
63. How long is your hair?an inch below shoulders when curly
64. Do you get along with your parents? usually fairly well
65. What color of eyes do you prefer? blue...altho some people can pull off the big brown eyes
66. Are you an active person? not usually
67. What medications do you take? uhh...some migrane meds when i have those....
68. What does your bedroom look like? painting it pink next week...then it will be pink, black, and white.
69. Where would you like to live? now or later on? ...i'm good with conway for now...it would be cool to live in Austrailia
70. If you could meet anyone, who would it be? Matt Thiessen

*much love<3

---callie jo---