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Name: Shuku Country: United States State: Texas Metro: Houston Gender: Female
Interests: I like fashion design, music, playing/learning to play guitar and piano, stalking jrockers, other cultures (especially japan), gothic lolita, umm art and most forms of creativity, nutria hunting, and getting in trouble with the policemen of Sugarland Expertise: Cryptozoology Industry: Manufacturing
Message: message me AIM: candymegami Yahoo: candy_fanatic
Member Since:
1/21/2005
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| wow. it's so late/early inthe morning and here i am eating garbanzo beans and visiting this old school xanga. I's got a new one, it's not all about me and my life. actualy i was thinking today about how this whole segment of my life is completely undocumented since ive been too busy/cool HAHA to update in a weblog. no big loss.but if you wanna read my new blog, uhhh contact me ill addd you.
also visit me on facebook. seems like xanga here is dying.
my sleep schedule is royally messed up. i am a night person by nature. i like to go to sleep as the sun rises and wake up aroun 3:30 pm, i find i get the most out of a day that way. well, that doesnt work with my school schedule. wanna know how i've beeen rolling lately. lemme give you a sample of the week. MONDAY: wake up hang out with people all day, drive a crapload and exercise until 1 am. tuesday i was at school all day, bleached my hair and hung out with Don until 3:30 am, went to bed around 6 am, woke up at 9:46 wednestday morning went to sally's and finished coloring my hair black and pink...and went to work and now ivebeen awake since then, exercising and drinking coffee and reading... and it's 3:30 am thursday. i gotta go to school in a few hours and im there until 5:30 after which i go home, eat something and then it's off to band practice. which will be all night long im sure. wake up next morning at nine (friday) and go to work...then band practice and being out all night long, perhaps at a show and no tsu oh. saturday....photo shoot and work until 10 pm then prob #'s. Sunday...the cycle repeats itself x_x
im reading Franny and Zooey !!! love it! salinger impresses me again.
i wanna go to sleep but i feel likethere's no point now. going to go eat more hahah
and i wanna go do some things. anyone interested in coming along? ill prob post this on facebook as well...please do let me know if you'd care to join me, anyone's welcome as long as you genuinely have interest:
Bollywood Art museum movies i want to see art films---only $7 for two tix Karaoke in koreatown. visit a teahouse... jazz clubs! L:S explore the tunnels downtown visit Lakewood church take in some movies at greenway go horseback riding in galveston./check out the victorian buildings visit soundblock...im going to go to this for sure.
of course this all costs money =__=
why am i here? really..why am i ? if you answer methat question i could perhaps sleep better tonight.
i was watching the Basquiat movie and Don explained to me that it's about the reverse Van Gogh: discovering an artist when they are not yet fully developed. and because artists are so sensitive this can also be disastrous, as in the case of Basquiat. -_____- poor Basquiat. his art was his expression, yet it was his expression which killled him in the end. i guess this doesnt make sense. why is it that who we are makes us have so much and yet so little potential? why is there so much promise yet at the same time somuch possiblity of destruction? i would like to find an equilibrium but i think that is called boring ... -___- will i reach 27 like basquiat? will i live longer than warhol? is it better to die young and be remembered forever young like Monroe or to live a long life but forgotten and poor like Veronica Lake?or maybe ill have the plain luck of either dying young and being no one or dying in old age and becoming something.
or if i dont sleep more i reallly will die im going to my parking garage by C 101 bellaire tomorrow. sleepy sleepy for me. | | |
| EEEEEEEEEEE! taking a break from packing. cant find my tattoo designs, this is annoying me. uh...in case you didnt know, i can drive now. so that means...fun all the time :D let me know if you wanna hang out in two weeks or so. ive been driving all over town >.> some people still dont know though, it'sa surprise.. ::sh: i cant believe i will be in Phoenix tomorrow. off to see the wizard of AZ ! | | |
| just saying hi...hi everybody who still visits this old xanga.. just thought id stop by and say hello ahah. this is the thing that will never die. but it's useful, for writing downstuff i am not able to tell every single person individually. since some of you seem to have died :6
In ten days ill be leaving to Arizona. Im really looking forward to this ! :D Perhaps after the Phoenix trip ill make a road trip to Colorado with an old friend, who will soon be gone for a very long time. whatever the case, we will climb that mountain ....somewhere...someday. in the meantime im back to working a lot, thanks to my awesome job which welcomed me back after the month and a half long hiatus for LA. Yesterday i went with Dai to Ozzfest in Selma. It was...interesting? sold out free ozzfest and so many people everywhere o_o I liked seeing Ozzy and ZACH WYLDE the best! :D also good was Behemoth, whom Dai was very fangirl for, it was odd and unexpected. I got sick and missed static X, which was disappointing, but i was in hella pain.
so when school starts, im taking 6 classes, as long as everything goes ok and i can finally FInaLy register for classes (still workin on that). im going to be in Theory I, Speech, Govt II, Biology, and im going back to taiwanese school to start learning chinese and taiwanese again. it's looking like a busy, busy year. but i always end up like this. just hope i can keep my mellow, because it's been good lately. i want to be ZACH someday, minus the beard. kisses. | | |
| LYDIA IS BACK HOME!! for a little while at least, bc i dont consider this place "home" anymore, not really i have a lot of stuff to get done, but i still want to have fun and enjoy summer. i hope that everything goes well..with work and all....we'll see how that all fits together :] anyways, i dont have much else to say really...not anything that hasnt already been said. <3 | | |
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