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Thursday, April 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 02:21:48 GMT

i surround myself with so many things that i believe and so want to make me happy, any yet everytime i seem to return to this state of mind, this feeling, this emptiness that always comes back to haunt me...this void, this feeling that something is missing...a feeling of utter uselessness, of ineptitude, a missing feeling of some sort of necessity for my existence...i need to stop depending on these temporal devices of happiness, and come back to the one thing that will never let me down...You

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 04:27:06 GMT

Lord, If You could forgive the world after all You went through, then who am i not to show the same kind of grace to a fellow child of Yours...Lord please give me the wisdom, strength and grace to do this and persevere, I am Yours and only Yours

...in everything, I will trust in You

"put your hopes, your goals, your worries, your life, your everything in God, and everything else will fall into place as it should"

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 16:43:40 GMT

So yesterday our band, CHFC or Church Hopping For Chicks, recorded our first song [written by the one and only JEFF CHANG] in an hour with one mic for the whole thing...and well here it is, enjoy! let me know what you think about it :]

Jeff Chang- vocals, piano
Albert Kim- Guitar
Paul Ahn- Guitar
Aaron Kwan- Bass
Matt Lee- Drums

http://akim.workingsouls.com/chfc/Church%20Hopping%20for%20Chicks%20-%20Sidestepping.mp3

and well now we have a myspace thanks to albert:

http://www.myspace.com/churchhoppingforchicks

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 13:13:35 GMT

BAAYF was awesome :], I'm so glad I decided to go, and for all those who made it extra special, I miss you all so muchh make sure we keep in touch :] so as i promised (even though really late :]) pictures! from helen, jessica, jon, michelle and sam:

BAAYF Summer Camp 2005

Our lovely speaker Hideyo

the madness we call mandatory rec

fun with cards :]

and now the people! yayy!

me helen jessica dairus

jessica me michelle darius sam (the assassinators...plus jessica)

michelle and nadia

kathy and andrew having fun with a cup of water

amanda (from socal!) and helen

michelle and sam

jessica helen cherrie and kathy after swimming

the anti-kill :]

alex! (who i WILL remember *ahem* :P)

Justine and Helen

jon tsai doing some...thing

jon and katie

giff my counselor and jon

cherrie! :]

*pinky wave* bye bye BAAYF until next year :]

Friday, July 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 10:48:51 GMT

Hello from Hong Kong everyone :] I miss yall, dont forget about me yet :]

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 22:05:41 GMT

off to china, Ill miss you guys, see yall in a month....but first I must say...

Crash is one amazing movie :] I recommend yall to see it, simply fantastic

"we crash into each other, just so we can feel something."

Friday, July 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 14:18:44 GMT

summer's making me realize how much I miss all of you :[ don't forget about mee :]

Friday, June 10, 2005

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 21:10:01 GMT

Wow I guess I've graduated high school, its all so unreal right now to be moving on from such a momentous time of my life which...truthfully I never wanted to leave, but all things come and go and they all do for a reason, but it's what you take away that really matters, and I must say I shall be taking away ALOT from high school. There are too many of you to name, but to every person who taken their time to just talk to me and spend time with me through the past 4 years, you all have made a great impact on my life and have helped me through the toughest times I have ever had to face and I just want to give each one of you my deepest gratitude for everything, never forget me, for I shall never forget any of you, Thank You.

Monta Vista Class of 2005, thanks for everything, its been an awesome and crazy 4 years....we've finally made it

[Graduation pictures shall be posted later...maybe :) ]

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tue, 31 May 2005 05:40:03 GMT

its the last week of school...and i cant take all thats going on anymore...i need more time...

...i cant believe im graduating...

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Sun, 01 May 2005 03:44:57 GMT

Sooo after much consideration and beating myself up (which some of you know greatly about), I have finally made a decision.....

Sorry Anteaters, but I'm and Aggie

lemme know if you're one too and we can party! yea! haha...okay maybe not but yea tell me and we can join in each others awesomeness