| wow... it's been almost a year! I have a new car now. I have a civic si. it's silver and amazing. I'm in love with it. That's pretty much all that has happened lol... nobody is gonna read this, so, I'm not sure why I'm writing... anyway. that's all. btw... I missed you
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| so... still no car, my lawyer is working on it, but i haven't heard anything... I hate it. I have to drive my grandma's car, and I'm glad I can use it, but it's a 95 escort... ugh I want a GTO, something fast and loud. I've never had a fast car and I'm ready to have one. I'm ready for a lot of things. I'm ready to go back to school and do well, I'm ready to start becoming an adult and trying to take care of myself. I'm ready to have a boyfriend... I'm ready to be able to say that on here and not care what anyone has to say about it. I'm ready to be Shawn, the one I've hidden for so long. I'm ready to be loved for who I am, which is a pretty amazing person. I'm really a good person inside, I put on this shell like I'm a bitch, but, I really do care about people and I want people to be happy, just not at my expense. I've lost 40 pounds and I have just 30 more to go, I have never looked this good in my life. I love seeing people I haven't seen in a while and have them tell me how good I look. I know it's really cocky, but, get over it. I'm finally confident in me. I am proud of myself and my accomplishments. If you don't like it... fuck off! anyway... that's about all for now... I love you! |
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| How is it that it's been 2 years and I still cry because of you? |
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| I'm so stoked!! I've lost 30 lbs!!!! I'm way hot. I just have 30 left to go, then I'll be even hotter... if it's possible that is lol. I love having all of my clothes too big!! |
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