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Name: Cary
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 4/2/1986
Gender: Female


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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Everything is exactly the same...

...and still nothing makes sense.

 

how can i constantly ignore the only things in my life that i know to be true? how can i be so consistent in my failures? How can i end the cycle?

i cant.

not on my own. possibly not even with the help of anyone on this earth.

i still need jesus.

 

Stand In The Rain
Superchick

She never slows down
She doesn't know why but
she knows that when
She's all alone feels
Like it's all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long
And she fears if she cries
That first tear
The tears will not stop
Raining down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fears whispering
If she stands, she'll fall down
She wants to be found but
The only way out is through
everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain


Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Moving on up...

I'm now #2 in the "i want to give up and die" search! ha. thanks to all my fans... or something like that.

(see post from May 29th)


 

I ♥ my husband!

 


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

 

 

this saddens me...

 

if by some chance you were to search the phrase "i want to give up and die" on yahoo, my xanga page would be the 8th item to pop up. how do i know this to be fact? because someone did exactly that and found my page. i wish i knew who this person was...

i invite you to see for yourself.


Sunday, April 29, 2007

i want to write for you.

i can't though.

not yet.



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