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Name: elocin
Country: United States
State: Nevada
Metro: Las Vegas
Birthday: 9/24/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: i like all kinds of music i can go to classical to ska to metal to gregorian chanting. im all over the place. i just love music.
Expertise: i am an avid concert goer i go to at least one a month some times even more depending on whos comming.... a list of who ive seen not in any order sevendust,nonpoint,rundmc,blink who sucks 182,nf sucks even more g,jerry cantrell,cypress hill, stund, blindside, pod, lacunacoil,the used, lit, finch,the mighty mighty bosstones, reel big fish, metallica, godsmack, mudvayne,slipknot,soad,no one,bad religion,nofx,mxpx,cof,a7x ,thrice,pipedown,bleeding through, afi, killswitch engage, shadows fall, in flames, cannibal corpse, black dahlia murder, voodoo glow skulls, rxbandits, staticx,rem,rhcp,slayer, hatebreed, chimaira,drowning pool,damage plan, morbid angel mellencolin tsol,t i n c,the offspring, the start, thursday,casulties, death by stero, antiflag,the sounds, atreyu,dimmu borgir, god forbid,as i lay dying, himsa,incubus,deicide,goatwhore,mastadon,rise against,the haunted,ministry,soulfly,floggin molly ect ect ect i'll keep on adding.
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  realsleepy24
Member Since:
5/10/2004
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| Update!Its time for my every 3 month update here on the wonderful world of xanga that no one ever reads!  NE who since i last wrote i never got that job with Area 108 radio station, i dont blame her for not hiring me i pretty much told her i wanted her job and the promotions assistant job wasnt what i was expecting , it was just street team stuff which i was down for i gotta work my way up top i understand but i thought it was something a bit more then just that. They ended up cutting my hours at the Sunset front desk so im making it up by doing safe key which is an after school program based out of elementary school for kids, ive been doing it now since May. So far ive been at 2 schools Hummel which was cool it was k-5 so i got to actually play b-ball and kick ball and what not with the older kids. Now for the summer im at Weiner which is only k-2 its fun they love their organized games! i love playing with the kids its pretty chill and takes me back to those days with out a care in the world! in fact i like working there a hell of a lot better then working at the front desk  . School is going good right now im in summer school taking a class on physical anthropology, its a small class but we get side tracked so easily which kinda annoys me but ive only got a few more weeks left. Not in any band!  i think im done, its so hard to find people but i still feel the need to jam! maybe one day! but as for real bands thats a no go! Boys Boys Boys! hate em! i need to stop talking to Ryan. I can feel it coming soon now when he calls i kinda get annoyed i try to ignore it then i think well thats effed up what if its something some what important...which it never is! then i end up just doing our thing cause i figure i have nothing else better to do. i know i shouldnt i know i should just move on i know i wont be able to if i keep him around and keep doing what we do but i am officially a stupid chick! however im smart enough to know that he wont come around he will never be my boyfriend and im kinda glad cause he doesnt really know me and i dont really know him but i want to! i do thats what keeps me around...dont know how i should view that but its true.  im almost done with him and we both know it. i just hope we can end up friends i mean real friends not the kinda "friends" we've been this past year. Laterz \m/ Nicole \m/ | | |
| This could change everything!I have my interview tomorrow with Area 108 as a promotions assistant, i hope i get it this could change my whole life. This is exactly the kinda job i need to get my foot in the door of music business, man its a hard industry ive been trying for the past two years to get something i just hope this isnt another let down. I know i can do this job, i know i can its all a matter of just giving me the chance! we'll see what happens. Laterz \m/ Nicole \m/ | | |
| Holy Crap!When the hell did all this happen? i stopped loggin on here for one hot min and now im back and WHAM BAM! it took me like 15 mins to figure out how to write one of these! Crazy! any ways im in school right now i have an essy due on friday but go figure i have no time to do it untill well tonight have i started uhh no cause im distrated by this non sense! but hey its nice to log things down every once in a while, i keep a lil book of memoirs at home but there really isnt much to it. its just things i know when im older i would want to remeber.  . i really need to log on to this shit more often but hell i dont even log on to my myspace that much either. which really sucks considering i went on today to message someone who i havent talked to since i added him and he deleted me! i dont know what to do? i think im just gonna send him a message but should i ignore the fact that he deleted me? i honestly dont care hes a cool guy and i would have loved to keep in contact with him but i can understand why he would have deleted me. besides i dont wanna have someone on my list just to have on my list, hmmmm oh well at least i know where to find him. i was just gonna touch base with him. since i never see him anymore and we live in the same god damn town! Las Vegas isnt as big as it may seem i swear! ne who i gotta get back to my school work! quick update School: hate this semester my psc teacher sucks! my math class is way to easy! work: cant complain i work with parks and rec now. Boys: yeah still the same guy ryan...wtf am i doing! i really need to stop hes what i want what we have i kinda want but i dont want it fully cause its not what i need! does that make sense? i feel like it does but sometimes when i say it out loud to others they look at me weird. elaboration abit? ok! i like him hes cool, cute has his own life not too clingy or anything like that, however i dont like how emotionally uninvolved i can be, i have a wall soooo epic that even china is sweating bullets! i wanna bring my wall down like berlin for crying out loud! but me being in this relationship/ non relationship *yeah still "friends"* isnt helping even if he was my bf i know it wouldnt go anywhere! ARRRGHHH i feel like brokeback mountain what the hell does he say i just cant quit you! or some noise like that. bah humbug! Friends: its good its good! Laterz \m/ Nicole \m/ | | |
| wow!9/11 its been what 6 years? shit its not that long ago and yet when you hear 6 years its like damn thats a first grader. moment of silence........................... School: lets see school started about 2 weeks ago im only going part time this time. i have phil 101 and im taking anth 217 which is my drum circle class. so far so good i got adrienne and her brother to take that class with me and we are having tons of fun! im sure im gonna be able to bring up my gpa with this semester....well i better! Work: i quit hallmark about a month ago i couldnt do it anymore i hated it! even though im jobless and poor im much happier i hated getting up in the morning! i applied for a job with sony bmg the same position i would have gotten with universal last winter its been almost a month and i havent heard anything back yet! these things do take time so im keeping my fingers crossed! i looked online and they pulled that job down from their job bank so my first thought was ohhh man its been filled but then my sister thinks that maybe they just accepted the first x amount of applicants and are now going over it god i hope shes right i really want this job! i also applied for a promotions assistant for a rock station out here its been almost 2 months i guess im not getting it? i mean how long could they take? i did get a job with the county im gonna be working at a local park as a front desk person answering phone calls and setting up picnics and what not i may even do accounts since i have that in my background. the only problem is that well the background check is mandatory and its been backed up about 3 to 5 weeks!!! its about week 3 now and i havent heard back from them yet. im guessing im gonna start working around my birthday/ beginning of october. Friends: gotta love em! this is the year that everyone turns 21!!! and living in sin city well its a big deal! i still have some underage buddies but my core group of friends are all gonna be 21 by well early november! i cant wait my bday is on the 24th we plan on having a lil shindig at my friends house it was gonna be a roast de la nicole just like on comedy central but some of my friends are having a hard time doing it so its just gonna be a free for all if they can do it then cool, if not then no worries. im gonna be 22! ehhhh nothing to special but its my day :) Bands: None what so ever at the moment! it sucks cause now that i have the time im not doing anything!!! ehh whateva im not really in the mood anyways i do wanna jam though! Boys: PSSSSSH! its doing ok i guess. im still talking to ryan even though we decided to just be friends. yeah we dont talk to eachother as if we're just friends thats for damn sure! i dont know what i want anymore im not in any position to be in a relationship right now cause i wanna get my shit together with a steady job and to get back in to the groove in to going to work and school and chilling with the homies while devoting my time and self to another person. hes a cool guy but hes a guy! i know he wants to hook up well im not gonna lie i do too. at this point im cool with doing some stuff with him but i know that after a while im gonna want a relationship and he still doesnt want one who knows when he would be ready to have one or if he even would want one with me period! i think i should just let it happen cause i try to plan everything out and try to control as much of it as i can but this time around we'll see what happens. | | |
| WEW!!!!!School is OUT!!!! im so excited! i get to kick it with some g's! and just chill this was the hardest semester i have ever had i didnt have and "easy" classes so if i pass 3 out of 4 classes i'll be happy i hope to pass all 4 but we'll see. so me and ryan are doing alright we havent gotten to see eachother now for about a month but we had a VERY NICE convo the other night i learned somethings about him and her learned some things about me. i dont wanna admit it out loud but i will I LIKE HIM! i cant wait to see him again i hope to see him sometime this weekend or before he goes to florida * his mom is taking him to disney world for his college grad gift cute huh?* if not ive waited this long i can wait till he comes back. i have band practice tonight and then a party a johns house which should be fun as always. Then tommorow im going to my first club! ive been 21 since sept but i just never went. im going with my friends Jeff, Christina, Adrienne and her friends Andrew, Adam, Ari. Hopefully Ryan can make it with some of his buddys if not its no biggie its not like he dances im really hoping that my friend from hawaii that ive known since elementary can make it her name is lovelace and i havent seen her in 8 years!!! it would be cool to kick it with her. any ways gots to go untill next time tah tah Laterz \m/ nicole \m/ | | |
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