My friends told me he's found this dairy and he knew it's me here, and my bf was suspecting i am becoming an ana, that's why i privatized all my past journal.  Gals, sorry about that.

When my friends told me he found this dairy, i almost cried out.  I jus want to have a little space of myself, but then i couldn't, coz he is checking this out!!!

I was forced to eat and i hate it.  Now i start to accept others ever my friends  knowing i am an ana, coz it has nothing wrong with it.  I jus want to get myself into the best figure i can.  I did put on weight back to around 47kg, and i found those fat around my body, i hate it.  I wanna lose it and get to 40kg.That's jus my style, it has nothing wrong with it..

Ana i've been back, sorry for not updating my journal as i was feared about my friends checking it out. 

I did eat a lot, it's like heaps and heaps of calories, but i'll get back to my normal ana style, coz i love ana!!

Ana is jus a form of perfectition!!!