boring

hey all....I'm just testing my new camera..seem dat i'm really bored..I got alot things to think..to do!!!!

Hey, I'm back again..

I'm having my leave starting last 2 days & today is my 3rd day.  No overtime in a week & guess what I"M BORED!!!!  Wake up late every morning, watch t.v, do laundry, t.v, eat @ the hospital canteen & bla..bla..bla..Everything's all by myself!!!  Usually, I'll wake up with someone in my house & for this 6 days,I"M ALONE!!!  U know how bored am I rite??

Well, actually I'm missing someone lah..My heart felt uncomfortable when I'm alone.  No apppetite, no mood at all, feel like somthing missing in my whole day..(Is this how u feel when u miss someone??)

Well, forget about my feeling.  It's just a feeling & later it's gonna b ok.But,still when I'm going to bed, the feeling is there!!  Can anyone help me with this??

Hey, for so long I didn't blog, do anyone miss me or???  Nobody??  Sorry pal, I just got no time to go for the internet.  Busy with my job from day to night, and night to day.  On my offday, having my rest at home or having my window shopping & lastly, MAKAN lah!!!!

HEHEHE!!..Kay, got to go.  It's too late now & I haven't take my bath..MIss ya

(I miss my HUNKNEY..huhu...)

YO!!!

I'm back lah!!!  I have my Off day today and guess what..I'm alone at home..aiyo!!  Boringlah!!!  Jt finish my night shift.  really tiredlah..

Actually, I'm really sad to leave my work place.  I went for an interview in Komag (sarawak).  And I got the job.  I have to report duty on 12 of december.  The problem is, I havent write in my letter to my company.  Actually, I'm sad to leave my friends there.  I mean I really enjoy working with them.  with the "Enjoy" enviroment.  They r really gud to me!! I didn't tell anyone bout my new job.  Yesterday is my last night with them.  Enjoying the music. teasing them, dancing and bla..bla..bla..I feel sad to leave them...But what to do, KOmag gave me more then that!!!

ADIOS TAIYO YUDEN!!!

I'BaCK!!!!!

Sometimes life is bored without having any changes in our daily activities.  We felt empty like we lost something that is really precious to us.  Frustration, anger, everthing is mixed up into 1 & we gt strees with it.  Sometimes, when every emotion cames together, our mind cant think too many thing.  Everything's BLANK!!!!  101% BLANK!!!! 

Sometimes, I just wanna b alone with my won feelings.  Try 2 figure out what had happen and how can it be.  Since there's many things playing aroung my head, sometimes I wish I can get out from this place and let it be but I can't.  Sometimes, I feel dat my life is not that fortune like others think.  I still have alot of thing dat I want in my life and I can't get it even I almost can get it.  It's unfair to me

I wish I can get thru everything....Sometimes, I wish my cat (Toni) can talk to me.  But, it just a cat.  It can listen to me but..It can't talk like how human-being talks)   I need someone to hear everything but when I met the right person, I felt my mouth is heavy enuf to talk about it.  but only God knows what is in my heart.  It's funny to talk to a person that I can't see or even touch but our God is a mighty God.  He knows everything and answered our prayer.  

One thing,  when we know dat the person dat we really love always besides us in whatever situation, dats make us felt more lucky cz we know dat their love always with us.  No matter how bad or rude we are to them but they are there with their smile and love to comfort us.  How could it live without U>>????

FRIEND!!!  REMEMBER YOUR LOVED 1!!  GOD BLESS!!!!!!