um... yea... hahahah didn't really remember i had this account over here and saw that i had to update password.. er... i feel like it's another university acct where i have to change it too :( so what's been going on with everyone lately? summer's almost over for those that haven't graduated yet and another semester of classes will begin. So what's there to report about the real world? Nothing glamorous at all.. which sux coz this is what i knew and had pictured before i graduated from cp.. i guess that's why i was dreading it so much and now that i'm there it's even worst. so real world sux as i was saying coz for the most part from mon-fri work.. come back tired and not willing/really wanting to go out coz it feels like such a hassle :( but yea... the only benefit so far is that there's a somewhat of an income... no more late night little trips to place.. no more trips to most part of the places.. it seems like everything needs to be planned... but there's the so called happy hour times where ppl can take advantage of the special pricing, but the bad part is i can't get out of work til at least 6pm and most happy hour ends at 7pm :( that defeats the whole happy hour idea.. sigh the only thing that i can look forward to now is when a holiday rolls around and i get a day off from work. so i've been talking to a lot of my girl friends lately and it seems that we have come to one consensus which is that guys don't understand girls and it sux to have them around esp when you're in a relationship with that person. then for the most part a lot of things just keeps going in circles and it's never ending unless the relationship doesn't exist anymore. then at that pt, no one is there to bother you but then u miss the whole relationship part of it.. where there's a guy who u can call up whenever you want and be able to talk to them...but then there's the time when they are your bf but they don't want to talk to u coz they're either too tired, don't have the time, or find some excuse to get off the phone sigh.. what happened to those late night conversations where it goes into the next mornings or at least almost? i miss those.. i kinda wish i had a guy friend who i can just talk to into the weeeee hours and just talk about anything... o and of course there are the guys that you don't talk to ever... maybe once every blue moon... ah.. it was back in college when late night chats is something you could count on... but sigh not anymore :( oh well i ramble.. haha it's a good venting page. in conclusion.... i wish time could go backwards and then i would take things out... things that happened that i wish that didn't happen and keep on moving in my happy lil life... too many incidents where i wish it didn't happen.. sigh... life goes on... |