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| I'm stuck in a current of emotions I try to swim I kick violently to the surface Hoping I will soon win. I begin to see the horizon Over the dark cloudy waves. As soon as I feel the happiness I begin to sink. Those waves of desire take me. The darkness of envy still there. In those deep waters I am forever doomed to live. | | |
| Wow, looking back on my past entries, i can clearly see how much God has changed my life. From depressed, to full of joy, and smiling more than i have in a long time. If God can do this for me, he can do it for Anybody, if they only believe in him. Man... it feels great crying happy tears, instead of crying because i felt rejected. My goal for this year, is to live a life in which my friends can see that Christ is working in me. I used to hate my life, i felt unloved, now i know atleast one person loves me, and that's God. Ok, well, i'm going to go for now. I love you all | | |
| Woahhhh! i havent posted in 4 months lol. guess i got swepted up in the Myspace frenzy lol. So yeah.. softball was awesome, our best season so far. We only won about 5 games, but hey, thats the best we've done in the 4 years i have been playing. So yeah... my last game, this last thursday.. i was sliding into 3rd base,, and when my foot hit the base, something snapped. It hurt like crap! lol, luckily i only ended up with a bruised and swollen foot...the side of my foot still looks so beautiful lol  . But neways,, it really doesnt hurt anymore, just still a little puffy lol. Well, i can tell i have a long summer ahead of me lol,,, it's gonna be soooo boring. Oh well.. neways i'm gonna go for now... laters! | | |
| ok, soo, uggghh, school tommorow! but neways i'm bringing home this crying babydoll for extra credit tommorrow. Oh yeah,, softball season needs to hurry up and start, i'm going crazy, its sooo boring, haha. OH yeah, we did this thing at school, where they give u a coupon if you let them see how much you weigh and how tall you are, and im shorter than i thought i was haha, im only fricken 4'10 and a half, i was like wow. ok, im gonna go, laters! | | |
| Ok,, soo.. today was cool, my friend tiff was over, and we went to the mall and got a bunch of cool jewlery for 5 bucks, i got these cool skeleton earings and other stuff.. neways then we went bowling and sucked, my highest score was 77. now i am bored... neways.. i think things are looking up for me, although i don't have a "special someone" i'm doing ok  .. neways i'm gonna go, later people | | |
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