I'm stuck in a current of emotions

           I try to swim

           I kick violently to the surface

           Hoping I will soon win.

            I begin to see the horizon

            Over the dark cloudy waves.

            As soon as I feel the happiness

            I begin to sink.

            Those waves of desire take me.

             The darkness of envy still there.

              In those deep waters

             I am forever doomed to live.