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| Pooped. I am zonked.
I had an amazing Labor day. Me and J Dubbs went out to lunch. Afterwards we proceeded to the mall and talked and layed in LUV SACS (heh I kind of flew on the vinyl haha). We then got a 6 month early baby present! Yes! I yet again was in the baby section. I swear I DON'T have a kid. Then me and J Dubbs went to his house. Hung out and all that jazz and made cookies! I know so masculine. We dropped off the present at the best youth pastor and wife in the entire world's house. We went to dinner with them too! Fun fun. Then me and J Dubbs came to my pad and burned CD's. A very eventful day. I needed it.
I am reflecting on the day. Last night I was attacked by fears and apprehensions. God again was so faithful and I made it through another day in my new school. God's amazing.
After a LONG day at school I came home drove to my studio and taught and then danced in my dance company.
UGH I can't go on the retreat next weekend b/c of work and my voice lesson. Total bummer. But I have Mexico to look forward too!
I love you guys, I know I say that a lot but I do!
May God be with you | | |
| Love
That four letter word. So simple, yet so complex. It is the basis of everything in this life. Trace it back to love. Everyone longs for those three sacred words wrapped around their finger. "I love you". Sadly, society has watered down the meaning, its as if they dropped it into the ocean. Every plot, every song, every life, everyone is searching for love. Here's a beautiful song from the broadway show "Brooklyn the musical" It shows everyone wants any form of love.
Brooklyn The Musical Soundtrack Lyrics
- Raven Lyrics
Goliath was a giant..
Taught and mean
David was a sweetheart
Squeaky Clean
But it still takes two
To tell that story
So i'll play my part
And in all my glory
I'll fly.. like a raven
In a sky of doves
I'll make you love, to hate me
But that's still love
It's still love
Love is what i want
Love is what i need
You see beneath this suit of armor
I still bleed
I still bleed
He used to hold me like a flower
Kiss me, oh, so slow
And we talk about forever
But that was long ago
And now forever's just a place
In someone else's story
And though my heart still breaks
I'm gonna find my glory
And fly like a raven
In a sky of doves
I'll make you love to hate me
But that's altight because it's still love
It's still love
Love is what i want
Love is what is need
You see beneath this suit of armor
I still bleed
So i'll fly just like a raven
In a sky of doves
I'll make you love.. to hate me
But that's all still love
It's still love
Love is what i want!
Love is what i need!
You see beneath this suit of armor,
I still bleed!
Oh, I,
I, Still bleed..
Love you guys, I am off of *COUGH* in 8 days....
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| So my second day of school I came home and cried. I hadn't cried about everything that has happened in the last 6 months. I finally got it out...finally. After that I had to rush to my dance studio to teach. Afterwards I skipped company and went to my boy Sam's 18th b-day party. It was so much fun. I REALLY needed it after a emotionaly draining day. I had a blast, God has given me amazing friends.
My third day was pretty amazing. Before I left I gave it to God and asked for joy. Wow, he gave it in abundance. I talked to all the people in all of my hours. Ate lunch with people! No more loner asian who eats in his car reading. I had like a couple asian girls hardcore hitting on me...yeah it was a little awkward. They turned out to be really cool. And yes, I thought I would NEVER say this, but the asian's at Everett are beautiful! WOW-O like hott with a double t. A girl that was the first one to say a word to me at Everett, I felt that God was calling me to her. He was and shes a great girl. So what if I hung out with people who society thinks are worthless, they were true, genuine kids. Love my classes taking performing arts classes and honors classes as well as FORENSIC SCIENCE! I get to go to a REAL crime scene and figure it out for my final. SO AWESOME. So in my 6th hour I had an amazing talk talk about God and abortion. It was pretty sweet.
Pilot season is starting! Gods going to do something. I know he is. He used last pilot season to prepare me. Casting directors here I come! I am taking LA by storm.
PS I am drinking an orgasmically delicious Jones Soda.
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| So thanks to all who prayed for me today.
All and all it was an eventful but good day. I woke up, and stopped at Beaners on the way there. Yum, a warm teddy bear to wake you up! Got there, registered, and proceeded to find my locker. Saw two people I knew from theatre. Of course my locker DIDN'T open. First hour was Honors English, should be a cool class. Second Hour is US History. My teacher is just one of those over baring people, that if you get on their good side can be cool. He ranted and raved about how "I WAS A VIETNAM VET!!!!" Third hour was Advanced Drama. Knew a girl in their from crossroads. Shes a christian so thats awesome. Talked to a new Jr., her name is Angela, and we have like everything in common. We had mutual friends too. She's in the biz as well. I went to Mccdonalds for lunch. I had a whole hour! I sat in my car and read my "Extreme for Jesus" book. Which was cool. Fourth hour was Geometry, the teacher is a over zealous, proud, loud, afro-centric woman. She likes do publically degrade people as a joke. That should be a really patience building class. Fith hour was French 3. Met cool kids, everyone was nice. And Sixth hour Forensic science. I am pretty psyched about this class. For our exam we get to go to a REALY crime scene and lift prints and figure out the case and all that jazz.
I know God will use me...I know.
Luv you guys!
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