i have a 100.1 fever.
i feel like a bad word.
my mom is super cranky. 
i have six essays due tuesday.
and a big test i'm missing tomorrow because i have a doctors appointment.
i broke my flip flop at school today.
and missed another big test today, cause i had to go home early.
work tomorrow and sunday.
a 3 week old headache.
my whole self hurts.
and i just want a hug.
i'm sorry i'm complaining.
but i really don't feel good.
please pray?

so.. i have some exciting news.

maybe not to you, but to me it is...

i'm pretty sure i'm going to teach in philadelphia before i go to uganda.

if i get my bachelors degree with bloomsburg, they have this awesome program with philadelphia schools...
number one, they would pay me $2000 to student teacher when i have to, rather than me paying to student teach.
number two, i will automatically have a job right after i graduate.
number three, they'll pay part of my rent.
number four, if i stay for five years, they'll pay off all of my student loans.
number five, it'd be great experience before going to uganda, rather than uganda being my first teaching job.
also, if i want to get my masters, this program will pay for that too...

i'm really excited. but i've gotta pray a lot first.
and pass a bunch of exams, keep my gpa up, and fill out about a billion pages of applications.
i've got some time though to think, pray, and fill things out.
and if i don't like it, i can back out at any time. they just really need teachers.

of course, though, theres the possibility of getting shot in the streets. but that can happen anywhere i guess.

i guess thats all.
besides that i love it when it rains this hard.

so the wooly caterpillars are black.

i'm actually looking forward to a hard winter.

i haven't posted in a long time.

i've been pretty busy.

i'm debating on whether on not i actually want to post a real post. . .

it would be nice of me. but probably not right now since this computer lab is actually only supposed to be used for school stuff...

school is great? i actually enjoy myself most days. it's nothing spectacular though.

i don't have friends today. but i'm glad. sometimes i just like to be alone.
i think i'm going to sit under a tree, eat my apple and fruit loops, and drink my fanta. and get my presentation ready for my education class. or maybe go to the library. because they have the comfiest of chairs.

 yes.

well, i turn eighteen tomorrow.
and i expect loads of presents.

hint : i like cd mixes. and low gas prices.

jusr birthday hugs are acceptable too. actually, preferred.

some days i get really mad.

and sometimes i'm really selfish about my grandma.

sometimes i love a boy named jim. just love though. in a lets be good friends sort of way.

i sliced three of my fingers at the same time today at work. that was tricky.

it was real hot at church today. me and abby brought jax and danny. twas quite the handful.

the fair was sort of a good time..not that much though.

lyz lewis = ba fa fre.