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Monday, February 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 09:18:50 GMT

so guess what everyone.

nash has a girlfriend.

her name is roz and shes aMAZing. shes fun and beautiful and energetic and clever and cute and crazy. i could go on but..ok i will. shes cool and collected and independent and and adorable and sweet and smart and a great conversationalist and amazing.

(sidenote: yeah. i broke up with dakota more than a month ago.)

but back to roz. this girl is the raddest thing ever. as most of you know, i plan out what i say most of the time and have already thought about situations before they happen, so most of the time, i stay in control. i say most of the time because its not absolutely true anymore. roz snuck up on me. i was TOTALLY unprepared for this. but i like it. wingin it is fun. so ive decided not to plan so much, just to let things go. because look where its gotten me so far: ROZ! good things happen when nash doesnt plan everything.

and that is whats happening with nash. updates as they arrive.

Monday, January 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 20:22:08 GMT

so im back by popular demand. (noel told me i should update.)

a lot has changed. mostly me. lk noticed it saturday night @ starbucks. she said i seemed way more laid-back and relaxed, like i had things figured out. thats pretty much the best compliment ive gotten in a while. but i think its true. not the me-having-things-figured-out part. but the me-being-more-chill part.

to sum up the last few months, i go to edison now, and its amazing. i love the people here. ive got a new set of friends, but dont freak out i havent forgotten anyone. i got a job @ the wild fork. so stop by and ask about me. maybe ill fill your iced tea and bus your table.

rowing season started again. rowing = blisters = pain = buffness. so it all works out in the end.

im seventeen, and lemme tell ya, that birthday was the biggest let-down EVER. NOTHING. HAPPENED. well not on my birthday. i DID go see G. Love & Special Sauce the night before w/ sheridan, sarah, and noel.

sarah and noel are the coolest. we went to the concert, then went to dennys @ midnight. i need to do stuff like that more often. like this morning. the three of us went to BBD and had breakfast before school. how rad is that? VERY rad.

so things are good. gimme some comment love so i can know who still thinks about me sometimes. cuz then we can hang out and chill. and THAT. would be rad.

//nash

p.s. look up JEFF BUCKLEY. noel introduced me to his music last night and its really good.

p.p.s. AINT NOTHIN WRONG WITH THE BOOTY CALL!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 19:29:38 GMT

good summer. now for school. sigh...

us history - parish
precalculus - hammond
english III ap comp - stevenson
physics b ap - peters
latin lit ap - wallace
comp tech - klingsick
jazz lab II - metzer

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 15:05:09 GMT

i guess its about time i jumped back on xanga. myspace is cool, but SOME people refuse to make one. so here i am.

a lot has happened since the cake concert, but i dont remember most of it. the most recent milestone in the nash chronicles was duke tip east term 1. thinking about it, im still so depressed that i wont be going back. i made lots of friends and a few close ones that ill keep in touch with. i even met someone. crazy i know, nash meeting a girl, but memories with maxine are the ones i miss most. shut up ben. i know youre laughing at me and my emotional attachments.

but im probably embarassing max. long story short, i miss tip and all my friends. fantastic memories with amazing people. great. now i feel all sad and emo. ill finish this another time.

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 14:19:15 GMT

hey.

im probably not going to be updating all that much in the future. not that i have been, but now theres a reason. i got myself a myspace. thats right. myspace.

so go check it out, and get one yourself. seriously, its a xanga, but without all the complaining.

myspace:

nash.myspace

look @ it. sign up. well be friends. myspace friends.

//nash

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 04:35:21 GMT

shir = hot sex

so i got back from the robert plant concert with less money and some autographs. i watched tv until 2 when i got a call from my favorite girl in the WORLD, shir!

its 330 and were still talking. ima gonna get skinned alive for the phone bill, but talking to shir is worth it. cuz shirs my hero.

shir = my hero.

//nash

Friday, March 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 12:23:45 GMT

i came. i saw. i got schooled by my dad in pool. badly.

but thats nothing new. i can still beat YOUR sorry ass @ pool.

so im going to shades of brown after school to meet ronni & co. and then on to riverparks or something. tonight i get to go see robert plant @ cains. for the musically challenged, thats the lead singer of led zeppelin. should be neat. tickets sold out in ten minutes. huh. it wont be THAT neat. hes like 65. oh well.

man im bored. gimme some comments that will unborify me. lots of comments.

//nash

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 11:47:21 GMT

how about a survey since i have to be in study hall anyway. if youre thinking, "hey. i dont like surveys," than you should blame kimmy. kimmy this is for you, because that first one on your myspace didnt woik.

enjoy.

Are you named after anyone?: james taylor, the baldheaded-guitar-playing wonder, grahm nash, the guy with the high-harmony in crosby stills and nash. and a river in england, the thames. huh.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: probably not, i like the monopoly on "nash."
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i dont think ive ever asked.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: see above.
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do w/ your name constantly?: with nash? n-a-s-h? its not that hard.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: my initials are TNT. so no.
Your gender: male
straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: yeah
Age you act: "nash, youre so immature." "wow, nash you act so mature." i dont know. im fun, but im not stupid.
Age you wish you were: i can drive, i drink, but i cant get into rated R movies. so seventeen
Hair color: i used to have the "golden locks" when i was little. now im lucky if i get "dirty blond"
Happy with it?: i think if i colored my hair it might fall out. "right, nash. what a weird fear."
Your living arrangement: with these wonderful parents of mine
Your family: counseling.
Have any pets?: a hyper puppy, benny, and a pissed off cat, zoe (because of benny)
Whats your job?: ha. jobs are for squares. (and me really really soon.)
Piercings? none
Tattoos?: maybe later, but i keep thinking about my grandpa with his sagging air corps tattoos...
Obsessions?: guitar?
Addictions?: dp and reeses
Do you speak another language?: latin. dead language. but it helped a lot in france. a waitress told me i "had excollont prononciacion, but leetle vocabularee"
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time i really think i am, but there are times when im laughing on the inside.
Do you have any secrets?: secrets? who said anything about secrets? but yeah i suppose, mostly about family and religion, etc.
Do you hate yourself?: there have been times.
Do you like your handwriting?: i change it every so often, my current style is close together with long "b's, d's, p's, g's, h's," etc
Do you have any bad habits?: i crack my knuckles and back. and shoulders, and neck. and elbows, and knees, and wrists. and jaw.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: my way of speaking, or this one: "you just have a way of making [people] feel comfortable." <--what does THAT mean?
if a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? charm: the story of nash thames
What's your biggest fear?: that my life is another drop in an ocean, where i never even made a ripple.
Can you sing?: yso im told
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: never to actually "be cool," but i act sometimes for fun
Are you a loner?: no
What are your #1 priorities in life?: my search for meaning (god and other deep shit,) others, making the most of life, art, music
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i would give me all of my money.
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes im the one who ends up doing the dangerous things no one else will
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: would it still be me?
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: very much so
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i wont know until im done
Do you think life has been good so far?: couldve been better, but im not crying
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: never be content, contentment is an early death. so live. because when you die, you have to be content.
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes and hair
Do you think you are good looking?: my mirror is intact
Are you confident?: often too confident
What is the fictional character you are most like?: tyler durden
Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes

DO YOU...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: not often, do crosswords count?
Pray?: my prayers arent what most people pray
Go to church?: yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: sure. i ask a few questions.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: i stopped that when i was really little.
take walks in the rain?: so fun.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i dont truly hate anyone, but theres not anyone i dont talk to because i dont like them
Drive? i will
Like to drive fast? mmmmmmhmmmm

WOULD YOU OR HAVE YOU EVER...?
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: uh huh
Been in love?: i dont think so
Done drugs?: never again.
Gone skinny dipping?: that was fun.
Had a medical emergency? that wasnt so fun
Had surgery?: never major surgery
Ran away from home?: yeah
played strip poker?: yes
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: one punch.
Been picked on?: it never really bothered me. the little things people do often amuse me.
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: i was a BOY SCOUT
Thought about suicide?: suicide is a desperate attempt to end pain. but it would hurt others more than me. never.
Pulled an all nighter?: im an insomniac. me and shir!
If yes, what is your record?: i think four days. i finally collapsed and slept. best sleep ever.
Gone one day without food?: i went two days. i drank, i just never really got around to eating. huh.
Talked on the phone all night: me and jennifer
Slept all day?: never
Killed someone?: never. no crime deserves death.
Made out with a stranger?: not a TOTAL stranger.
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: once, when it was totally dark and silent.
been betrayed?: hasnt EVERYONE
dream that came true?: deja vu, is it real?
Broken the law?: sure
Met a famous person?: uh huh
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: more food for the other squirrels
On purpose?: those suckers are FAST. not like the fat red ones at home.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no. against my policy
Stolen anything?: yeah.
Been on radio/tv?: i was on some commercials, and then did voiceovers.
Been in a mosh-pit?: some kid CRACKED my RIB
Had a nervous breakdown?: not a nervous one
Bungee jumped?: on the to-do list
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Belive in life on other planets?: it IS possible. even likely. maybe theyll be all cool and have ice cream. or vaporize the planet.
Miracles?: i am in a religious crisis. i have no idea.
Astrology?: it would be cool, but now
Magic?: dont think so
God?: i hope so
Satan?: if God exists.
Santa?: i caught my dad when i was seven.
Ghosts?: i suspect...
Luck?: not really
Love at first sight? not love
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: truf
Witches?: not so much
Easter bunny?: a giant bunny. donny darko!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: how do you GET on the rainbow!
Do you wish on stars?: shooting stars

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS...
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: i hope not
Do you believe in organized religion?: some people need structure
Where do you think we go when we die?: if the christian dualistic worldview is right, we dont go anywhere till judgement day. if its not, im fucked.
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: i dont think i have a BEST friend
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: by brother dustin
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: live. - dustin
Your favourite inside joke?: your SISTER!
Thing you're picked on most about?: my brothers profession
Who's your longest known friend?: ronni!
Newest?: kimmy!
shyest?: ben
Funniest?: michael
Sweetest?: jennifer
Closest?: dustin
Weirdest?: hm. idk
Smartest?: micheal again
Ditziest?: jessica
Friends you miss being close to the most?: michael
Last person you talked to online?: shir
who do you talk to most online?: kimmy
Who are you on the phone with most?: girls
Who do you trust most?: dustin. hands down.
Who listens to your problems?: dustin
Who do you fight most with?: dad
Who's the nicest?: ronni
Who's the most outgoing?: michael
Do you always feel understood?: not so much
Who's the loudest friend?: gabe
Do you trust others easily?: not at all
Who's house were you last at?: evans
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: im never the one GETTING the comfort. its always the other way around
Do your friends know you?: some do. most dont
Friend that lives farthest away: jennifer

LOVE AND ALL THAT STUFF...
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: night drives and watching the sunset
Turn-ons?: confidence, style, mischievious smiles
Turn-off?: shyness, too much bubbliness,
First kiss?: first real kiss was i think summer after fifth grade, but that was all awkward.
If someone u liked had no interest in dating u how would u feel?: not really frustrated, just disappointed that i did something wrong.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: not necessarily, before a relationship, yes.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: thats always really cool, when a girl has the sand to do that.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: im not sure if ALL of them do
What is best about the opposite sex?: its like girls are built for cuddling. wow i hate that word. cuddling.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: some girls feel they have to go through this song and dance about romantics. romance is wondrful, but girls who have to almost position you so the "moment" is perfect are kind of irritating. if that makes any sense
What's the last present someone gave you?: valentines stuff
Are you in love?: no

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You wanted to kill?: no one
That you laughed at?: shir
That laughed at you?: shir
You went shopping with?: um. i went to quality thrift w/ dustin
That broke your heart?: that doesnt seem to happen
Disappointed you?: tiffany
Asked you out?: andie
To make you cry?: that doesnt happen often either. i really dont remember
To brighten up your day?: shir
That you thought about?: again, shir
You saw a movie with?: fight club w/ dustin
You talked to on the phone?: shir
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: shir
You saw?: dustin
You lost?: tiffany

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 15:10:28 GMT

congratulations to me, i have my fourth blister from rowing! not THAT hard.core but it did make climbing @ chandler more painful. but im really liking rowing. its a hard sport and im getting back in shape which ive been needing to do since crosscountry ended in winter.

this weekend wasnt so hot. and no, it wasnt just prom, but i do want to talk to you about that. the whole weekend was pretty discouraging. i think my dad and i have finally disconnected. totally. its too bad because i think mom and i are well on the way. the only person in my family i can talk to is dustin. it shouldnt be this way but it is. so im up to 300mg. huh.

on the upside, dustins living in tulsa, pretty close by in a duplex next to tom and annie, with john, brett, and joe living next door. and lauren.
so dustins moving in and were painting. natalie and her friend adrienne (sp?) are painting too. dustins making some kickass clothes, too. 100% original styles.

g2g ive got wellness. what a weak class.

nash

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 00:40:49 GMT

one hundred sixty seven dollars. wasted.

what the fuck did i do wrong?