HI. i am going to type whatever comes to mind. i'm in a very strange mood now, i feel very irritable and yet very happy at the same time. you know you know, manzang but happy. haha i think the immense heat plus the reoccuring headaches ive been getting that's gotten to my brain har har har. anyway, i skipped chinese tuition today and it's 8:46 pm and i havent done any work yet ha ha shit this is so horrible. anyway i just wrote a letter to post to sylvia, i'm quite pleased with it! (: cept that it ain't very colourful plus it ain't as nice as hers but it's okay cos i put quite a bit of thought into it so yes that's what matters (: so yes i'm feeling really happy about that, though i've no idea when i'm ever gna find the time (yet again) to go and post it. so bestf, if you're reading this, it's time to get excited with anticipation! :D teeheee. (: so yes, that is one thing that made me happy today. another, is that i've finally printed out sylvia's and charmaine darling's baby photos and i've put them nicely in my wallet. like omg hehehehe yay finally. okay this post is really retarded and gay but im seriously quite happy with myself and how i've thoroughly wasted yet another day (did i menition? we didn't quite do anything in school today) i feel like a kid again, doing sweet yet childish bestfriendish things like these hahaha. cannot wait for midyears to be over! i miss having the luxury of having nothing to do. and oh! the weather's perfect for taking a dive into the pool in my brown bikini with white polkadots that i love many many YES but i have no time to do such shiok shiok things now because of the goddamn midyears AHH must use my time properply must use my time wisely. do you know ive gotten fatter? ok who am i kidding of course you know. like my legs are all soft and wobbly again, after getting slightly tougher after pft period. now they're all wobbly again PLUS they're getting bigger, this is bad! my room is in an absolute mess, i have no idea how i'm gonna study plus how i'm gonna make space on my bed for me to sleep hahaha shit arent girls supposed to be all ocd neatish haha actually i am okay, just that it comes in seasons and now is the season where i couldnt care less SO THERE, deal with it kthnx BYE.

IT'S SO HOT UGH.!

i hate you and how you treat me like t r a s h.