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| nothing to do, since i am grounded. yesterday went to drakes with zia, and met up with drake, jhustin, and shalon. was fun! we did the usual, but none the less... it was still fun. me and shalon grappled to "jhustins music" , or in other words.. METAL. then we all played pool. then it was just me, drake, jhustin, and zia again as usual. its always us four. so.. we just talked on the balcony. TALK TALK TALK. i like talking, especially outside, at night. then zia's dad picked us up. hahahah whenever zias dad picks us up, theres always a detour, i swear. but its ok, i was probably gonna get home late anyways. cuz i probably was going to look for a ride instead of just walking home.
then got home. grounded for yet another week! DAMNIT! im always the one getting grounded, but i shouldnt be. its not like i do anything BAD. if anything, i would think im a good daughter. dont u think? yes, you do.
SO LAST NIGHT... i was reading VIRGIN SUICIDES. eeee... lots of blood that hurts my veins. then recieved a call from my friend hoon. hahahaha... "ill give you a hint who this is. christmas and roofs." " HOON! is that you?!!"
well. thats about it. need to practice guitar. i am a novice you know. but hey, at least i can read music. ok.. CHOW!!!!!!!!! | | |
| ahhh! that sucked. i just wrote an entry.. then VOILA! it disapears.
so much for that long entry. ill just make this one short.
HALLOWEEN! went to BARAGADA HEIGHTS.. saw many people. oh.. i was Ugogo. or whatever that girls name is from KillBill. the school girl with the ball thingy. or.. i was any girl from sailor moon. and yeah.
MONDAY was boring during the day. come night? went to lianas with zia and anya. HAHAHAHAHA i accidently called cam. whoops, thought it was marlons cell. oh well, i was just bored ne ways. but it was cool! cam, justin, jeff, and john came over to lianas house and we hung out on the roof. tim came too.
today. im such a helpful daughter, i swear. i helped Colin paint the house. or the roof. MAN! SOMETHING ABOUT ROOFS THESE DAYS. THEY MEZMORISE(sp) ME. and.. my roof is awesome! but liana's beats mine.
Halloween Pictures

 that is all.. sorta boring chow | | |
| what the fuck
can u just be happy with what u have? no, im not referring to myself.. cuz really i am content.
but seriously, i would do fuckin anything for what u have i wouldnt even complain.. i would do anything to keep all under good hands.
you know what though? if i were to do something like that again i would know exactly what to do. which comes to mind... i really hope that this one will work out, even though its just a thought in my mind right now. i know it will really help
there are somethings about that person that they cant even understand.
i hope all goes well dont know why i even wrote this
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| FUDGE!!! so im grounded right? but i convinced my mom to let me go to the football game tomorrow. and GUESS WHAT!!! she finds the HOLE in the closet that brian punched at the so-called party here. so now, it looks like im stuck here or... in the village
fuck that
GUITAR = : ) mr. flores said I'M TALENTED! wow... i havent heard that in a long time. oh. i played him the song! i was a little scared... my fingers were like frozen but i have a FEELING this is going to be good. whoa. somethings finally good.
SCHOOL? has been alright so much worries about grades. and so much.. GOSSIPING dont worry, not in a bad way though. fuck... no one likes you bitch!
rain rain rain. so cold everywhere ive been wanting milkshakes the past three days.. i think ill pass now. its way to freezing
well.. thats it just bored out of my mind. | | |
| Its pouring outside, and Im just here at home by myself. it's so lonely. i dont know what the hell to do. FUCK THINKING. ive been home all weekend just thinking. and my brain is going to explode, though my heart is going to shatter more. im just waiting.... its only going to be a matter of days now. u know, u dont have to lie to me cuz u think you'll break my heart again. Id rather know the truth then have you lie straight to my face. plus, i dont think you could break my heart more then it already is.
But enough of that. i think i already said everything that needed to be said. if u cant see it... then i guess its your loss. you never let me hold you back.
so last night. didnt do much, cuz there wasnt much to do. so i rented Now and Then. ahhhh! what a great movie!!!! well, then after.. i just stayed in my room and listened to music. i think i can do that all day.... just lie down on my bed and listen to music. ok, and maybe a few occansional get ups to dance. and so.. i think thats what i'll be doing today.
ohhhh.. i have some things that will help me out. maybe u too? if you dont fall in love, you cant get hurt. and...to everyone sometimes we're so caught up with the bad that is happening to us, we forget and dont see all the good there is.
AHH! ITS RAINING OUTSIDE! I LOVE THE RAIN!!!! but not when theres no one to go with you and play in it. groundage sucks!
but at least its dark and cold in here. thats another thing i love about the rain. COLD AND DARKNESS EVERYWHERE. ha
well, this entry is long. so i think i better go now.
AHH!!! I LOVE THE RAIN! WILL ANYONE GET ME A PAIR OF RAINBOOTS?
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