woo hoo

hey home sizzles. im in french in the lab. fun stuff.. we;re supposed to be working on the project but i had to do this since i havnt in like forever. its friday june 2nd i think. yeah thats it. im supposed to be sleeping over stephs and stuff todya and hanging with muffin and aishling and andrew i think., me and matt are smoking before tho cuz we;re just that cool.yeah so like, it should be fun . we're gonna watch boondock saints. last period was study and i got to annoy steph while she was in fallano;s room taking a test.  . she had a rip in her crotch( in the jeans not the flesh) lol.  after trying all sorts of tape, we managed with duct tape and saftety pins woo hoo friiiiiiday!! BYE!! 

au revoir!

im angry

im fucking angry as hell right now. i find myself feeling the same things as i have many times before. yet i keep going back to it and making the same mistakes over and over again. i cant sleep or anything because im so mad. like everyones fucking pissing me off right now and i cant stand it, im seriously gonna flip out or kill someone. i cant do this any more. i cant pretend im okay and just suck it up all the time. i need to bitch. but no,  i cant do that either cuz then you know, people who say they are my freinds would stick up for the person that i need to yell at./ cuz theyre that gay. im so sick of feeling like i do. its bullshit . its complete BULL SHIT  and it needs to stop. so if you think you have done anything wrong to me then you probably have and should apologize before i flip out on you . im sick of people being such bitches all the fucking time. like fucking kill yourself already please. ive decided not to talk to anyone in person today . only on the phone and online if i have to or feel like it cuz every time i talk someone goes off and is a whiny cunt bag about it and then they cry about it for days and days and its fucking annoying. people just have fucking problems. its also fucking annoying how everyones like  " meah i wanna get drunk or high i cant possibly live life while im sober" like what the SHIT  is that?  like fucking get over it and stop being a druggy/ alchoholic. its not cool . and it makes you look wicked stupid and boring and  that you are nothing better than a bum on the sidewalk. its getting fucking ridiculous so just end it. please. its really not appealing in any way. you life doesnt suck that bad . get over it. its pretty gay when people dont listen either. your just fucking up your own life and im just trying to help so dont get your panties in a twist. everyone always says " you were right" and yeha well fucking, if im right al the time why dont you fucking listen once in a  while. EVERYWHERE I GO, THERES SOMEONE PISSING ME OFF OR FUCKING GETTING MAD AT ME OVER STUPID SHIT. like what the mother fuck is up everyones ass. please let me know

hi.. its me again.,. seen as its my xanga, and all...

today is jess's birthday party  and im going to it,. ohh yeah.  its a sleepover so dont miss me too much. lol no one will but its alright.  uhhm yeah im at steph right  now  and im listening to a good song.. that i like.. and uhm shes yelling at mike on the phone . lol .. yeah my lifes boring right now so leave a comment and make it interesting. :)