life is going ...in the right direction now. I really feel like a path has been layed and now I won't bewandering in the bushes, so to speak, and I can follow through with my plans and only detour if I need some spontaneity. Even though life has been so busy, I have been fortunate to have some "me" time and figure out where I am headed and what I want. Kind of clear my head and keep heading forward. I am SO excited for the summer and fall. I think I am going to have a blast and experience EXACTLY what I have been searching for. I pray that God will use me and that I will also learn.

On a different note, what would life be without music!?! I have been so busy that I haven't really had time to just sit and listen, besides in my car for a few minutes. But OOOH how I LOVE music!!! It is so freeing.

it is past my bedtime, so I will leave you with a prayer that your week is blessing and may you find a dream/desire that you can put into action and live out to the glory of God and bring your life joy!

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so let me get this straight
say now you loved me all along?
what made you hesitate
to tell me with words what you really feel
i can see it in your eyes you mean all of what you say
i remember so long ago, see i felt that same way
now we both have separate lives and lovers (and lovers)
insignificantly enough we both have significant others

only time will tell
time will turn and tell

we are who we were when
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when
who knew what we know now
could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when

but thoughts they change and times they rearrange i don't know who you are anymore
loves come and go and this i know i'm not who you recall anymore
but i must confess you're so much more then i remember
can't help but entertain these thoughts
thoughts of us together

we are who we were when
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when
who knew what we know now
could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when

my day late friend

so let me get this straight
all these years and you were no where to be found
and now you want me for your own
but you're a day late and my love, she's still renowned
we are who we were when
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when
who knew what we know now
could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when

Time sure flows by...almost February 2006.

Not too much new, just working my jobs. They are going good. If I am going to work at least I enjoy them, just wish the pay was a little more so I could be saving more, but I can't complain.

I am going to get a head start on college for next year, deciding where to go, ect. I sure wish I was done so I could just get out in the world and travel to wherever God leads and start sharing and living a "not the norm" life. I need not get impatient for there may be bigger plans brewing for me than I could imagine. One thing I know I need to do is to not be so busy and just listen.

you learn something new everyday...now isn't that the truth!

I love this show!!!!!!!