cherish_these_moments's Xanga

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 19:53:55 GMT

mind

your

own

business.

you

know

nothing

about

me.

so keep your mouth shut you stupid bitch

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:35:12 GMT

I feel like my world is crashing down without you. I know that I never could go on without you. Where did your wings take you this time? So far away from me.You Runaway to escape but I've been dying to tell you that. When you come home, I'll be waiting for you with open arms. I'd do anything to wake up in your arms. I dont seem to understand why every time that you are near. I keep feeling like I'm farther from you. I'll take your wings so that you'll come back down to me.

i could write a 400 chapter novel on
every little thing i love about him.

I wanna be the girl that's good for him. You
know? The one he changes for, and the one
where even if I'm not physically with him,
I'm always on his mind, and he thinks I'm
the best thing that has ever happened to him.

i want a guy that will make me happy.
someone that will make me smile when i hear his voice.
someone that will love me unconditionally.
i want a guy that will make my friends say to one another,
"She's happy again."

but there's something about him
that made me like him ever since the day i met him
there was something about him
that made me go absolutely crazy..

When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try one more time."

I know we're good together. You're the only person I can be myself with, even if I don't know who the hell that is.

However I am feeling, I know that everything
is alright and better... because of him

Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we were.

He acts like he doesn't care, but we all know
he's falling apart without her smile.

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why,
without you, it's hard to survive.

The truth is I miss you with all my heart and I can't stand the sound of your name because it hurts too much. The fact that I may never see you again makes it even worse. I was and still am completely and utterly in love with you. You make me feel like no one else can. You always know how to make me smile and not one of those fake smiles I always have on, but one of those that when you're around, I can never seem to get rid of and the worst thing is that when you push me away or I feel that way, you're hurting me, hurting us and every time I see you, I just want to jump in your arms, in hopes that things will be okay. But now that you're gone, and maybe not coming back, I need you to know, just how much I love you and just how much, I need you and pray that you do that right back. I hope you hear this because will all my heart, I love you. I miss you. I need you. And I'm not afraid to tell you

Tell me you've had trouble sleeping
that you toss & turn from side to side
That it's my face that you've been seeing
in your dreams at night

If you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting

I can’t explain all these feelings that you’re making me feel. My heart is in overdrive and you’re behind the steering wheel.

When you look at me a certain way, I feel like we're both playing a game where we won't admit it, but deep down we both know that we should be together.

I'm constantly thinking of you

&& I have no idea if you're thinking of me too..

All I know is that you make me smile and laugh like no one else can;;

You're always on my mind and when i see you..

I fall a little bit more.

always tell someone how you feel
mean what you say & say what you mean
even when it`s hard .........`-- because
opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye
but regrets last a |[ L i F E t i M E ]|

It's 2 AM and
She's lying on her bed
Staring at the ceiling
All these thoughts in her head
Just so confused
Doesn't know what to do
In need of someone to talk to
But doesn't know who
So she just lies there
Her eyes fixed on the ceiling
With her headphones blaring
But nothing, she's hearing

WELC0ME T0
BR0KEN HEARTED AiRWAYS
THANK Y0U F0R CRASHiNG `
&& BURNiNG WiTH US T0DAY

&& he makes me melt
like a popsicle on the Fourth of July

I want someone who will day dream
about me iin class then the teacher
will yell at him && tell him he needs
to listen. he'll say hes sorry && then
look at me . smile and whisper - - »
|[ ii LOVE yoOh`]|

I will always be here for you. If you ever need anyone to just listen. I'll be here, forever. No matter what happens between us i will listen to everything you say.I will do anything to make it all better.

If you don't take the
chance, you'll never know
how perfect something
could be

No matter what happens the first person you love you will always love .
No matter who else comes along he'll always be on your mind &
in your heart & just when you think you're over him you see his face &
your feelings are back again

the smile on your face lets me

know that you need me . there’s

a truth in your eyes saying you`ll

never leave me . one touch of your

hand says you`ll catch me if

ever I fall . you say it best .. when

you say nothing at all <33

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...who calls you back when you hang up on him...who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat..or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...wait for the boy who kisses your forehead...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats...who holds your hand in front of his friends...who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup...one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you...the one who turns to his friends and says "that's her."

that guy found me, just like i wanted him to

but somehow, he doesnt want me?

this is for you JESSE, the guy who stole my heart and returned it to me broken.

twice.

everyone keeps telling me "he doesnt know what hes missing"

you can ask alot of my friends.

i was told "your one of a kind, nobody is like you and if he doenst want you, then he is missing out"

i just hope you realize that.

and if not, i still want to be the best of friends

and act like we are still together.

we can go on dates but im not your girlfriend.

and yes i know thats just gonna hurt me.

but for now, it sounds good.

and you said you didnt want to break my heart again...

you did.

but i dont care, i love you.

ill see you tonight.

i hope.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 19:36:17 GMT

who is comin to my bday party?!?!

im gonna be the big

yay.

z

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 00:29:54 GMT

xanga is boring.

get a myspace.

*im the on thats tattooed on his arm*

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 05:46:49 GMT

damn.

yummy.

owwh!

haha.

oh man i love her.

Monday, June 26, 2006

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 20:07:38 GMT

soo im tryin to come up with ideas for my birthday...

i was thinking... renting a limo and going to tgif's...

and then doing what?

and i was thinking.. party at the lake..

but would everyone's parents let them?

get me some ideas!!!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 17:32:57 GMT

hmm..

nothing new...

wanna see me dance?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TzS_eAbqTY

Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 01:01:34 GMT

2 fucking amazing weeks.

so here are some pics from billy and jody's wedding..

sarah. tiffany and uh sarah sister. :).

sarah. me and tiffany..

the beautiful bride and her dad.

sarah and jody singing.

the girlss.

oh shit. good times. i love her. i look retarded but when do i not?!?!

me and tiffany. i look evil. i love her.

Friday, June 16, 2006

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 14:46:52 GMT

who has never seen the movie

EDWARD SCISSORHANDS?

seriously, hasnt everyone seen it?

brittany hasnt....

shes crazy.

Friday, June 16, 2006

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 01:19:18 GMT

i guess ill update.

nothins been goin on.

just with the BOYFRIEND every night.

and we are gonna see the to fast to furious movie tomorrow. i guess.

i LOVE him.