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Name: Colleen
Country: United States
State: oside!
Birthday: 9/28/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: BOYS! and so many other things
Expertise: I have none!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  FoXiE455
Member Since:
8/27/2004
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| ooooo man, having talks with Ben lately is making me hurt. I know he's trying to protect me from not getting hurt, but maybe I should just experience it for myself. I'm really off and confused today. I wish I was back to being to my usual self.  | | |
| OMG. I have so many things going on inside my stupid mind. I feel like I'm the most stupidest person ever. I HATE MY FUCKING CLASSES! I want to switch out of my classes so bad, but the FUCKING SCHOOL WON'T LET ME! I wish I was smart like my friends, I want be in the classes they're in. But it's impossible b/c I'm a idiot who can't pass algebra and can't get even get in regular biology
Oh gosh....I still like ALEX. I like his semi curly hair  . But I know I shouldn't like him b/c he doesn't feel the same way about me and I know he HATES me. I know I can do better. But somehow I can't let go of him. I want to like someone else like Adrian Carrillo  , but I'm still stuck on Alex. Maybe if I go out with someone, I can probably let go of him. Songs like take my breath away and other lovey dovey songs remind me about him so much. Everytime I think about him I wanna cry. he hurt me a lot. I wish someone who knew me like Elsie, Diane and Maria, but a guy  , could take all my hurt away and make me feel like the most beautiful and smartest person in the world (even though I'm neitehr of those)........ | | |
| OMG, I can't believe school is going to start in like 3 days! Summer went by so fast, just like freshman year. Speaking of school, I feel like the stupidest person in the world. I mean my classes are like the for the stupid people. Here's my schedule.
1. English 10 AP
2. Dance 1
3. Intro to Computers
4. Algebra
5. Biology
6. Foods 1
Hello! Algebra for a 10th grader? I feel like the stupidest person in the world! Since I feel like these classes aren't for me, I'm gonna go to my counseler on the first day of school and see If I can try to switch certain classes. Since I don't like Algebra as a regular class, I'm gonna see If I drop computers and put Algebra as an elective and Geometry as a regular math class. Then I'm gonna see If I can change Funds bio to regular biology b/c I like learning about the human body and genetics.
And then there's the people at school! I mean Alex for one thing. He really hurt me. Why is that he hates me? What did I do? He doesn't know me like Elsie, Maria and Diane do. I mean the only reason why he went to the qinsinera was b/c me, Diane, Maria, and Elsie wanted to have our crushes there. I was so happy when he went. Even though it didn't look like I was glad he was there, I definetly was glad. Oh yeah, and when the slow song came on, I was so glad Elsie made us slow dance together. lol. Before the qinsinera me and a whole bunch of my friends made a plan. The plan was to kiss Alex, but for some reason I changed my mind about it. OMG, that plan was so romantic. Take my breath away was gonna play and right when that song was gonna play, I would take him outside to the gazebo to talk and then I would kiss him. Well that never happened and I left the qinsinera with the best and worst moments ever.... | | |
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