these are the craziest days of my life. i hope. moved into my apartment of course. a week later i get fired....FIRED.. i was flipping out..like how the fuck am i going to live? and eat? or smoke? or drink? but yeah its all good now. my mom has my back this time...thank god. shes been so supportive of me..

austin is AMAZING. ive lived there a week, and already experienced SO much. lots of house parties, lots of live music, lots of nugs, and tons of cheap beer....and shrooms of course..ate like 3 on friday and had the craziest trip ive ever seen or felt. it was astonishing...at a certain point i had some sort of hindu vision. when the guys were playing their tablas(african drums) i felt super in tune with the earths beat. i had so many ideas. my brain was so stimulated. the light was absorbed into my hungry eyes. colors blurred.  we like to call em fun guys...cause they are.

last night there was a house party and our friends from the Mr.E crew got to play. they brought their turntables and all their gear and flowed. there were 3 kegs of fat tire ale and a bar with lots of liquor. it was fuckin TIGHT> got drunk super fast...met like EVERYONE at the party. gave my number to like 5 guys...whose names i couldnt tell you?. yeahyeah fun times...

anyways im trying to keep optimisitic about everything. hoping for the best...as far as finding a job...

XOXO... much love to everyone

its 2:45 AM and im just now packin all my shit....effing tired... beaaaaaaautiful day though... ate some more mushrrooms.. just enough to get a really kickass body high though...then we drank..SO YEAH.... tomorrows it. the end of my alleged "LIFE" in this sheltered, republicanized surrounding... im SO jaded about the move... part of me is hella excited but the other part is freaking out at the same time...like WHOA what the fuck? where now? what next? well i really dont have a fucking clue....

i dont know if ill update again?....hmmm.....