| ___the good_____
1. ive been having the best few weeks of my life with the best people i have ever met.
2. tomorrow is freshman orientation.
3. i got my macbook today & it came with a free ipod touch. fuck yeah.
____the bad______
1. these weeks would be much better if i wasnt so fucking huge. i really like this one kid, S, but its not like hed like me back. so theres nothing i can do about it.
2. tomorrow is freshman orientation. i dont want this summer to end. ive finally met people i love hanging out with. if only id met them while i was actually in high school.
3. i dont have the patience to figure out how to use this (ive always had PCs.)
______the ugly_____
1. im fucking huge.
2. i was on a great streak where i barely ate for about a week and i was down to 155. maybe a little less.
3. im back up to 160.
4. i ate a lot today. A LOT. repulsive amounts, i can barely list them.
my birthday is in TWELVE days.
vibes is in SEVENTEEN.
im going to be 150 or less by my brithday.
as a stretch, im going to be 135-140 by vibes.
i can do it. i can do it. i will if it kills me. |
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