| there was this one afternoon nearly exiting main st station a man with a handgun had ran down the stairs. As his eyes caught mine i was pulled back into a corner , had she not have done that his gun might have had to unload a few bullets. never till this day i had wish she didn't pull me back. How much i wish she would have just let me go.
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| to start it back at one....time is luck and it was my luck to have the time. |
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Funny when you stop and think
times goes faster then you blink
nothings ever like it was
but girl we've got a special thing
all the happiness it brings
is more than enough
I know its hard to believe
your still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
your still the oneone and only 1014831 will always be there.... |
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| Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
time passes memories fade life ends
however the pain of love lingers....
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| so after living here in flushing all my life im finally moving. Yesterday i got a call from the relestate giving me the ok and on monday my parents are getting a lawyer to make a contract and a quater million dollar down payment on a brand new 1 family house out in whitestone. its a really new 3 bed room 2 1/2 bathroom 2 living room fully finished basment and a small swimming pool in the back yard with 2 parking spaces and a storage shed. 2 bus that run around there q15 for about a 15-20 min ride would prob be my main trasnportation to main st. Also kevin yang lives around there hmm wat a small world
anways its kinda sad leaving my apt ive had soo many memories here and ive spent my childhood here not to mention most of my teenage life.ive had many quality memories in my room that id never forget. of course there will be good parts of moving tooo id get a room and a whole finished basment to myself that means ive got plenty of space, and id have a much safer area to live in and most importantly i can finnally sleep and not have to look around in my room to bring back memories of the past.....
whats in the past was the past hopefully this enviormental change will let me leave the past alone and go on with my future
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