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wowzies. i realize that i haven't posted for a vair long time, but don't be too harsh on me. this week has been v. difficult, so i haven't had much time/psychic energy to spend on my humble xanga. grrrr, i feel like i have had about 5 billion doctors appointments in the past few weeks. i had to go to three just on tuesday and wednesday. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and the only thing i've gotten out of them is a ban on running and parents freaking out at the drop of a hat. I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ARE MAKING ME STOP RUNNING!!!!!!!! running was like the only time i ever got out and did something non-academic. and they're my friends!! you can't take me away from my friends!!!!! oh, and one day this week, my mom came to lowell during lunch and made me eat my lunch in her car, so she could WATCH me eat. !!!!!!!. !!!!!!!!!. WHAT THE HELL?!?! am i three years old!?! grrrrrrrrrrr. yeah, so, as you can tell, this whole thing has been pretty much consuming my life. that's why i've been sorta quiet and reserved/depressive lately. blah. i really need to get out and do something fun with someone, but i seriously doubt that my parents will let me do that. unless they come along to spy on me. they are going to drive me CRAZY, i swear. okay, i think i'll stop ranting and complaining now. i don't really have v. much else to say now...so i'll go. remember me in your prayers.

yay!!!!! no school tomorrow!!!! i'm so happy i go to an asian school!!!!!! anywho, now i have time to do fun things like update my xanga and read other people's, etc. i don't really feel like giving a full day's report of yesterday, because it was pretty...hellish. and you don't want to hear about it. just suffice it to say that i didn't go to school b/c i had to see a psychiastrist b/c my parents are being freaks about my eating/weight, etc. so that took a long time, and after that, we went to angelina's (the cafe!!!) for lunch. which was another big disaster, as all meals are nowadays. and then, my mom had to do a bunch of errandy things, so i just took a nap in the car. so by the time we were done, i had missed most of my important classes, and plus, who wants to go to school when you have a good excuse not to? exactly. so i didn't. so the rest of my day was pretty normal and uninteresting. except for the part where my parents didn't let me go to bed until they finished "counting my calories" and lecturing about it. god, i really can't stand them when they get like this. SAVE ME!!!! the highlights of today were...i can't remember. oh yeah, watching freda and alana beat up brady and vice-versa. i decided to take the part of a neutral bystander in the whole affair, b/c 1)i really didn't know what the point was (if it was just to be funny, then it worked), and 2) it was more fun to watch anyway. plus, i was wearing white pants. and the warriors definitely hit the ground a few times. anyway, that's about it for now. please, keep me sane, my darlings :)