hmmm, i am back again, man i am finaly coming out of this sick shit, Baillee, sorry babe for not calling you i was either sick and sleeping or at the hospitality. lol.

i was a little depressed from talking to you so don't think that i didn't care babe. i am writing a book by the way, lol, don't know what its called though i am like on the 5th page, and it is very well written i think, but all's it is is a revision of some other book that was poorly written, but it is a LOOOONNNGGGG poorly written book. lol. its like 200 pages hand written, now i am typing it all good and shit, hell i got like 3 pages from the first page, just by adding all the nesecary things to it., i am home today from school too, but my mom let me, i am not as sick anymore, my temp isn't like before in the hundreds and shit, but i told my mom this morning that i hadn't gotten enough sleep, and she let me stay home, but i am sure its cause we have an excuse from the doc. and they left a blank in the date so we could put all that for whenever my mom thought i should go home.

well ok, thats enough for now, prolly be back later today. love you all i think....specially you Baillee Marie Collins....lmao. LOVE YOU!

hello my minions, jk, but anyway yeah i am home from school...never went cause i am sick and all that stuff you know, so Kelly, who in the world are you. lol.

maybe its just short term memory or somthing like that, but because you asked me, and i just feel like answering, i will tell you that Passenger of a Backseat Driver, um, and some other people who's band names didn't matter that much to me. POABD were the ppl i went there to hear in the 1st place, but hey, ask Casey, he remembers all the band names and shit. lol.

but any ways, being sicks a bitch, and ummmm....CHICKEN ROX!? i think. but taco bell is way better.i don't know

so i think i will just say HELLO, then like wait a few.................................................................then say GOOD BYE! lol....later G, thug, POSSEY, Platapus, penguin, wolf, dog, cat, ANIMAL, thingy!

WAR OUT--<<<(opposite of "peace out" for those who are confused)

all hail the MIGHTY Andrew. Mwahahahahahahaaaa~ what can i say i am just a leader, cept when it comes to Baillee, dude, i lose total control when i'm with her. lol.  Well, i just got back from a show, it was awsome! lol, i was just so alive, and cold cause i didn't have a jacket but still alive, once we finally went in and stayed to listen, we were like having shit loads of FUN...lol...listening and all. small place, big vibe.

you would have had to have gone to know what i mean, i mean you felt loved by like almost everyone, cept this one FAT ASS sound guy who pissed me and Casey (my freind who's house i am at now) off. but the show was at a place called TOYS. its a small little place in Laff. i only wish my mom were like Caseys mom dude, cause then my mom would be understanding you know. i am not saying that my mom isn't, cause HELL she IS understanding (one of her better qualities acctually) but like his mom is devoted almost to helping him like along in his musical "career" lol. Man Casey is  good drumer.

Yep, imma take up the drums, lol, i have some. i can just start out with the crap shit and do as both Casey and his mom said, "get things 1 by 1" cause the things that Casey and some other drummers i have seen i know costs alot, and so, it would have to be one thing at a time, i already can play stupid shit, like PIANO and VIOLEN. lol. man i got a call from Brian today on my cell...that dude is such a fucking drug head, LMFAO. but we are still way cool, cause we are alike in more ways then i can like comprehend. but hmmm, whta else to say...other than i want to take up drumming, i am just so inspired right now at 1:55 in the morning. lol...bad timing eh. we just got back too.

we were out for a while, we left at like 7. so yeah. NEVER FORGET BAILLEE, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING....NO MATTER WHAT.

i can't wait to find out what the "gift" is from Baillee, dude i am just like anxious to find out wtf it is. lol. she told me i could "cuddle" up with it, and the first thing that came to mind was like "a picture sewn onto somthin" cause earlier she had asked me what my favorite pic of all the ones i seen was. lol. 

i miss her so damn much, lol, i can't wait to see her again, i was hoping to see her tonight at TOYS, but her mom didn't let, and she sorta let her anger out on me, but its OK cause i tend to do the same thing to her, and i feel so bad that i did it, i just don't think i have control when i do, when i am pissed dude, i just want to destroy what the fuck ever is in the way you know!lol. but yeah i do miss her a shitload, hell i don't even really know who'll read this, i suppose whoever cares...lol. Baillee i am sure will, or at least i think she will. man the more i take a look at this James guy, he's just so much less than what i had made up of him in my head. he's not all that i would have imagined. i will always have some bitterness for him, unless he like saves my life, lol. but OK this shit is way TOO long. later. LOVE YOU BAILLEE!

well, life goes on for me, and well i am still loveing Baillee, of course i do or this site wouldn't be here, lol, i mean hell, its got her all throughout it you know what i mean? of course you do.

but yeah, even though i still love her, man just what she said tonight though just sort of...not really made me mad, as to just, agh. i mean i don't want to be thinking about some guys jacking off everytime i think about my girlfreind, and like just the whole part about how she said it like it was no big deal. dude, that is a big deal, that matters. i mean i wouldn't like to no know about what other guys are doing or were doing at one time.

i don't know what would make her think that i want to hear that, it just sickens me, and when i think about that, then i start to think about all that James shit, and then that starts to depress me so fucking much, and then she will "not say anything cause she's afraid she's gonna do somthing" and then that leads to more depression and tension, do you see this shit that runs around in my fucking head dude, i don't really see how Baillee could like much less love someone like me.<thats me like all together dude, therese like so many more i can put to describe me right now.Ahhhhh.

i hate when i get like this and shit. cause then it just leads to more bad shit, ALL the time, never has any good come from this, yet no matter what i still love Baillee.i mean i am sure we will always have some differences, and i am sure we will have more of them to come in the future, each one drawing us closer. or farther. but i am hoping that it'll bring us close. i will get closer to her always though, and that is a promise.lol. yesterday, i was sooooo sick, and now that i look at the time, and speak technically, it was the day before yesterday, cause it is 2 in the moring. but still, i was soooo sick, my temperature was like 100.8 or somthin like that, and like all that day i had such a migrane. i hate those soo much it is like hell or somthin you know. i was gonna explode or somthin. or at least thats what i thought.

but now i am feeling a little better, only bad thing left now is the cough and the sore throught. both suck cause when i cough it fucks with the sore throught which hurts a whole heck of ALOT. and then i have to take these nasty ass medicine and shit, man how i wish all the pain would just go away. you kow what i mean. i think you do...whoever it is reading this. and if you don't, then i pity you for when you do come to find out.

well ok, not much more to say with out falling to sleep...so later.

can't say much now, talk later when i am allowed to be online. lol.