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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:47:40 GMT

I sit cross-legged on the dead grass, and i think

Sleepover at clara's on friday. Went over after St lukes meeting, which reminds me:

buy tickets! $15
BAND[AGE] 080308

I love how her house is so outdoorsey, and im going to hijack her kitchen one day, hide there and stay there- and of course take her into captive so ill at least have some company.

Ate Hangul, which her mom made, with raw mushrooms and without the raw egg, really good. Better than my mom's. Watched movies, ate alot of food and baked. We'll have another one another time, it was silly fun.
Breakfast the next day was apple crepes and ovaltine, then the rush to paragon for a dental appointment. A litlle shopping at the island shop- bought a pair of sandals.

she doesnt know i took this picture,

Then rushed to meet someone dear, who was waiting quite patiently for me. P.s I Love You, met up with a bunch of people from youth, and The Eye.
I had a pretty good saturday.- someone's out watching a movie without me now, imy.

I"ve decided i shant use the word love so rashly- unless i meant it.

Im thinking of some little kid- ' I dont like you , you ate all my sweets'
Its a wonder how we could be born so selfish. Even as kids, we dont learn to, we just do.

Chem Olevel SPA, tomorrow. I wish myself all the best and shall continue eating my marshmallows, in the attempt to absorb as much information as i can for tomorrow.

Enqi

Friday, February 15, 2008

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 12:17:48 GMT

I dont know how to start, i was basically probably the happiest kid in school.

Happy valentines day,
Do you have a valentine?

i got a big surprise,
'Omg omg, i just realised something. They're tulips!'

You remembered me telling you, ages ago, that tulips were my favorite flowers- especially pretty red ones. Nine tulips, in a bouquet.

Speaks a thousand words.

I was asked to meet at the hill outside school, at about seven. What greeted me were, what i thought, a bunch of pretty roses you got for me on valentines day. You can guess the look on my face when i found out they were tulips after staring at them for a long time during math period. It was then dinner, and a movie in the evening.
Its such an overrated day, but i appreciate the love.

I think i take great pictures.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 08:17:06 GMT

Its going to work out fine.

I dont choose to not reply, i just cant find the words to say. Those exact words that could make everything fall into place again. Its not a complicated thing, just listen to each other.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 11:57:15 GMT

I love you, i do.
Imaging growing old together, i reckon it'll be pretty fun.

An hour before 12, the start of the new year, thoughts ran through my mind, and no prizes for guessing what.

and have a great year ahead,- school starts tomorrow

Much love, Enqi

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 10:22:41 GMT

Memories, never to forget

Mgs Choral Competition Tour
Europe
5th-17th Dec 2007

One word- Awesome.
You cant describe it, the time i had throughout the whole thirteen days. The experience as what the teachers say- priceless. The friendships strengthen, through the ups and down.
The Cheese, and the bread, is just so good. and the toilets have no locks.

Vienna, Bratislava- Slovakia, Linz, Prague.

Bratizslava- Christmas Markets, Yummilicious Crepes, and Bread. Pretty churches. Billa- our friendly supermarket! Lake with Ugly- The swan. And the Catholic Mass. And we got the Silver award for the international competition. The Bench Incident! [inside]

Linz- for a day, we had the best shopping at H&M, and Claire's. we were rushing so much. and the funny- Run Stop Take Run Stop Take with Qing.

Prague- was the best. Lots of concerts to sing at, mostly freezing cold churches and cathedrals. and alot of shopping, H&M& Newyorkers.
Counter-Lady-Look. [inside]
Awesome food, Cinnamon Roll( literally) and the best franks. won Gold for the international competition. Made new friends from Cyprus& Ukraine (part of Russia)
Yacias [Greek] ,Pocca [Ukraine language?] - which means bye or see you.
There were the social dinners and the farewell, dinner& dance.- with people letting their hair down, going wild. Dancing and jumping.

Camwhoring- Paris Airport

Airport Transit Flight- Paris

Royal Family's Summer Palace- Vienna

Yellow Houses- Vienna

Restaurant Next To The Lake- Bratislava

Archar! Resaturant, Our Favourite- Bratislava, Old Town Square

My 'boyfriend' Lukita- Bratislava

Macdonalds, prices reaching the sky- Bratislava

Alley- Bratislava

The Last Of The Medival Wall, St. Michaels Fighting The Dragon- Bratislava

Lampost Pose 1 On The Hill- Linz

Lamppost Pose 2!, Shopping Street- Linz

Rach, Daphne& Alyssa's Birthday- Prague

Snow!- Prague, Towards SpaCity

Freezing Cathedral- Prague

Town Square- Prague

Snow In Little Flakes- Prague

Slovakia Choir- Prague

Social Dinner- Prague

My Favourite Little Boy- Prague

Town Square- Prague

Attempt blow- Prague

Classic Shots

Shuttershots In The Hotel- Prague

Haha- Paris Airport

Arvelia's The Happy Kid With The Lolipop- Paris Airport

Cheocheo!- my second 'boyfriend'- Prague

Qingling's Make-up Model Face- Bratislava

Jump In Front Of Fountain- Bratislava

Unglamness- Paris Airport

Window View From The Plane, Touchdown- Amsterdam

Loved the company, and miss them loads. I still have Jet Lag, and its horrible- i get hungry at unearthly hours in the morning.

Yacias

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 21:06:45 GMT

If i want to join the choir, i must learn to sing much higher

Leaving tonight, almost midnight.
Somewhat excited, but its hasnt hit me yet,

Concert on monday was, pretty disappointing- and we will do better.
Carolling, last week, was pretty much amusing. There were all these elderly people trying to sing with us and some so touched, that they cried. Its really brightens their day up- To us it may just be another visit. To them, it could mean everything.

Wish us all the best, and keep us in your prayers.

Love,

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 01:17:58 GMT

Words that should have been left unsaid

Choir has been quite productive, we're actually sounding better. which is pretty awesome. now the really hard part is to try and sell those concert tickets. Would anyone want to come?

Vivace
15 bucks.
031207
Mgs Auditorium

Thanksgiving last friday, was food& laughter.

bassist/keyboardist/drummer

Im soon, going to have the whole house to myself. well, almost.
I shall go read my book,

Try and remember how it use to be.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 11:45:53 GMT

this isnt photoshopped, its the corridor of the one room flats the elderly in chinatown stay in.

i was just, whoa. i never knew

So the two weeks of job attatchment as a social worker has been really quite an experience, got to know two awesome co-workers- Charmaine& Tram. Playing with dementia patients and kids, has been both fun, and chaotic.

There's this one boy- a typical rebel. Eleven years old, with dyed hair, an outright poser with a ego& attitude problem. ugh, that was - quite amusing surprisingly. and i got punched a few times.

So ill miss the company- Its been good, real good.

Now that there's no more work, im getting my life back.and the best thing is that i can sleep in a whole lot more.

lovelove.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 10:46:54 GMT

ask me, hows work.- go ahead.
ask me.

Its draining& tiring. although my job as compared to my two other co-workers isnt so bad. Infact, i dont have to do admin at all, for the three days we're suppose to. but still, working is just not very fun, school seems way better somehow.

Its really something, to work with dementia people. An entirely different experience. Its basically a day care for dementia people, so their families can go off to work and stuff. and they have a schedule for them, to keep their minds active. As dementia is when, a persons mental ability declines. They're such Kids. really.
So my day's spent- colouring, doing crosswords, playing bingo, lego, dominos, carom, watching tv and talking.

I've got a new friend, from Laos, thailand. and she's wayyy prettty.

and Tram has taught me how to count from one to five.
mon hi baa bot [five] . i keep forgetting five though,

Most of them are leaving tomorrow. I guess ill miss them a fair bit. Bring me back something.

lovelove

Friday, October 19, 2007

Fri, 19 Oct 2007 07:07:20 GMT

My grades are screwed. dont ask.

'Im some cool shit'
'Hey shit'
[inside]

Nanny Diaries& Resident Evil were ♥

My life's been so redundant, i dont know know what to do with it anymore, there's nothing else i can do to change anything. All i can tell myself is to look ahead and try harder, work harder so i can get what i want.
Stay with me, hold my hand. Never let go, dont ever.

i suck so so much,
Right, now i feel the need to be a cow and eat green stuff. not neccessarily vegetables. Green Gummy Bears? ugh

lovelove