She left that loser in a dust cloud
Heart in his hand, chin on the ground
Cried her last tear for that clown
She can see a little clearer now
She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reins

No reins

All she's ever felt is held back
She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh"
She's gonna do a lot more of that
She's makin' plans and makin' tracks
She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free

Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reins

Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go
Oh-oh whichever way the wind blows
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go)

Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reins

Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reins

No reins

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So, I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A BEAUTIFUL somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A BEAUTIFUL somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A BEAUTIFUL somewhere
A place that I can share

Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

yeah. so i miss you.

And I feel beautiful right now 
For the first time in a long time 
I'm letting my hair down 

And life gets better EVERYDAY 
Thought it seems so complicated 
We're gonna work it out 
Whatever comes our way

THANK YOU urban dictionary.

Valentine's Day

hot pants. that's all i have to say about german. seriously it's a german word... well according to my memory. it is, though, funny enough to make karin spit out her tea and get funny looks from fritzy and silke. haha. good times in the most boring class of my life.

anyways, saturday katy k and i spent 2 hours in fridays. friday's on a saturday... i thought friday's on a friday would be really sweet, but whenever i tell people that they look at me funny. just so everyone knows too, katy k has a real life and a pretend story life that i'm a part of. in real life she's not picky. yeah... and according to the people behind us she's the lonely brokenhearted girl whose boyfriend just broke up with her and she can't find anyone else to hang out with so she went to friday's a pigged out on 2 desserts... alone.  wow.

it's been a good week so far. i hope this weekend goes well considering its only my second weekend off of "social hiatus." snow is coming. that's exciting and not at the same time because i want to actually ride outside for once. its been rainy everytime i want to ride and its just not hte same in the indoor.

Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind.
My problems fell out of the back of my mind.
We're going and I'm never knowing (never knowing) where we're going.
To go back to where I was would just be wrong.
I'm pressing on.
Pressing on, all my distress is g o i n g,    g  o  i  n  g,     g    o    n    e.
And I won't sit back, and take this anymore.
'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door.
And to go back where I was would just be wrong
I'm pressing on.