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Name: Jessica
Country: United States
State: Oregon
Birthday: 3/16/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Draw anime characters, plays piano and flute, watch tv, AIM, internet, listenin to music, singing, and hanging out w/ friends!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  flamingurl316
Member Since:
1/6/2004
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| Summer 08 ~ Renewing My Blog =DLol there! u happy mai? i'm actually blogging my olllddddddd xanga! hahahaha Welcome to the weird summer 08! we have the strangest weather in oregon. -_- It was warm last weekend but now it's rainning again. and we had a thunderstorm just a few days ago. I'm bored as ever right now. Stuck at the restaurant with nothing to do. Stuck with...my sister..*glares at her* Hey hey! but i have a sumthing to do. Jiyoung's aunt is a fashion designer and is having a fashion show coming up in October! tehe & guess what? She asked me to design posters for her fashion show. i already designed a few & i heard i'm getting paid. woot! ok me gonna go! bye bye! ~Jess | | |
| So what's in 23 hrs? yes..my birthday. the day i was born. why am i not excited? not sure...maybe cuz it's one of those times when i'm moody and depressed. obviously sum ppl and events have been pissing me off or created a world in my head where it's nothing more than darkness. but all of that will change today, hopefully. i'm having my bday party. 7 of my friends are coming.
today, meaning yesterday, i got one of the worst haircuts i've ever had. hmm right before me bday! yay... -_- i seriously cracked today, from all the crap that's been going on. i wanted to punch the wall till no end. or until my hand started to bleed. but u kno me, i wouldn't do that. still i punched the wall at least 3 times. o_o
i don't want a birthday next year tho. now that i think about. too much crap & conflict. i might change my mind tho cuz i still have another year. and it'll be the last bday i'll spend time with my friends..ahh maybe not. u kno what i mean. if ur reading this and want to talk to me about how i should be acting more optimistic, plz don't give a lecture on that. i really don't feel lik hearing it. srry. bye bye everyone.
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| haha so i guess it's tomorrow night is when i'm going to the new & improved royal panda (aka china king). but yea i'm so relaxed right now. 
this morning i was out of it. i woke up so late cuz of my studying & hw. dam...i woke up at lik 8:40 or sumthing. so i basically missed 1st period japanese. watever..it's not lik i missed much. i asked ppl what we did. just finishing our movie n worksheet. i didn't get to study enough of math. i didn't get to the end of the review so sum parts on the test i had to skip cuz i totally forgot how to do it. mann...but i guess i'll have to take the retake. what a drag.. i finished my landscape pastel drawing. the critique was alright. nothing really bad or anything, just compliments, a few questions, and suggestions. again i wasn't very talkative during my classmates critiques. 
ahh jiyoungeee made me addicted to big bang music. i love them now!  ahh i think i'm going to bed soon. bb pplz.
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| argh....i'm been studying for my math test for 2 hrs straight. i need help but my mom's tired n sleeping. only option is either if she wakes up or my dad comes home at lik 3am? dam... so i'm waiting... i'll sleep a lil bit while i wait. lol
so tomorrow...i mean today
-math test-- i'm gonna die n fail. even if i do bad on sum parts i guess i could always try again with sheppy's retakes.
-landscape critique-- i'm really scared, i hate critiques. it's not lik i can't talk infront of everyone, it's lik i can't speak out telling ppl advice on what they could do better or compliment on a specific thing on their art work. it's hard for me. i'm basically the quiet one in there. so i'm pretty scared just for that.
-more working on getting everything set up in theater design-- fewer's gonna pms if we don't get everything done on time. heh yay...
-dinner at the new n improve royal panda! which i haven't seen yet...
i'm gonna be worn out today. good thing there really isn't any hw tomorrow cuz yesterday i turned in my workbook in ib art so i don't have to worry about that. & basically all the difficult and stressful things r tomorrow. i can't wait for the school day to be over. i just wanna get it over with. 
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| ugh..he is sooo...argh! doesn't even listen to me or forgets...well i've enjoyed today with everyone. kinda everyone. it was meant to be a hang out of our old group. back from when we were in middle school to now. but right now, this have been busy, people going out of the circle, "our circle." still i really had fun. made me take things off my mind of a bit. & i'd lik to say: JIYOUNGS KARAOKE MACHINE IS AWESOME!!! JIYOUNG, BUY THAT FOR MY BDAY! XD
anyways, today was great with amber, peter, jiyoung, paul, ji hae, albert, & noel. eatting at nordstrom cafe with jiyoung (which we haven't been to since summer), going around the mall, karaoking, and going a pho restaurant. yummy! but now we have school in 1 more day! omg...i'm gonna die. lol my wish is that we get snow, lots of snow on the day we go back to school. it would be lik last year. it was snowing lik crazy!
11 more days till my mom & sis go back to china. truth is...they're not the only ones. my grandparents r going back too. my grandpa (the one that's alive n lives with us -_-) is having trouble with his leg again. i think it's getting worse so he has to go back to china and check it out. -sigh- that means...it's just me and my dad. he'll be at work most of the day and doesn't come home until 3am. therefore, i'm alone in the house. it's kinda scary. i really don't lik being alone. when i'm alone, i start to think deeply about things, then get depressed. lol yes i'm a lil baby. but i kno how to take care of myself. i think.. ^_^;;
my mom said that i could get noel to sleep over whenever, even on school nights. so i won't be alone as much. oh yea, and my mom will be gone for a month. she's leaving on jan. 16. dam life really sucks...
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