hey so i havent updated in forever.

im always on myspace, come find me! ahahaha!

anyway yeah thats it, my myspace is more updated.

~lucy

i know i havent updated in awhile. im a bad person.

well life is a bit predictable for me. classes in the morning, then work, then CNA classes. im so going to die! hahaha! NOT! i know what im doing and if im tired i can only blame myself you know?

*sigh* smile and everything will fall in place. ^_^ i need to do that more often! hehehe! i know that i need to do that more often. i have just been getting more and more frustrated. so whatever! but hey i need i work with friends and it seriously could be worse! there's no one that i harbor any hate or dislike to. yay!

but i think its due time to do friend shout outs. ^__^

kim e: i heart you! i miss kicking it with you. im so busy it sucks! hahaha! anyway i hope you found a job somewhere and stuff. we will get together and chill one of these days. and you are so going to start a circle k at bcc!

faith: aww! you are still my little pet! we are going to hang out before you go to the U!

calvin: you never ever read xanga anymore so i dont know if you are going to get this, but you are a GREAT friend and you were an AWESOME treasurer for my home key club.

ay: aww i miss you so much. key club is over but our friendship isn't! thank you for blessing me with your friendship!

esther: hahahaha! kentwood boys....yeah....anyway, i hope you have an awesome year in key club and that all the drama going on right now will be better soon!!

jean: mz. jeannie! omg! how long ago did we say we would hang out but we havent yet! i still have you birthday present and your china present. how weird cuz you have my birthday present and my taiwaniese present. we are bad at this. come see me at kent cornucopia!

scott: you are still the bestest outtie in the world. thank you for helping me during the convention craziness this year, and yes, as much as i hate to say this KR makes the best ltgs!

emily: *sigh* howard has been over for two years now. while the class  was bad i had fun with you and colin!

kim t: it was fun to see you at prom! i still miss you soooo much.

jenni: you never are on xanga either, but i miss you so much. along with hyemee and ay! i love you girls so much!

katie: governornator katie! im so proud that you are governor this year! key club will rock! thank you for inviting me to come to dicon! i will so be there!

justin: aww little bro i miss talking to you no more of those long late night talks!!

alex: dang its been awhile huh? i hope that all is well, justin, you and me need to hang out this summer some time!

phil: omg! im so ghetto! i still have our hc pix! we need to meet up some time!

jason: jiggly hair, but it don't jiggle anymore! ugh! hahahahaha! shoot you have my celly number so you best keep in touch!

suk: hmm....what can i say about you? hahaha! playin! oppa or ge (in chinese) you are nice (sometimes). but no matter what you make me laugh when im feeling like im going to kill someone or something! hahaha! but you are cool like that!

i feel like im forgetting someone. so if i forgot you im truly sorry! i love you too!

bleh, im so sick feeling...i dont know why. oh well. anyway, im going to go, much love and respect! *kiss kiss* love ya!

~lucy

graduation was a blast. im so excited to see what my future holds. high school is definately a place where i learned a lot. i have made new friends and stregthened the bonds between us. i have had bad teachers, and i have had great teachers. all i know is that i want to keep in touch with all of you. im sad that we are going seperate ways, but we must all grow into what is in store for us.

graduation itself was kinda boring. what was with ryan smacking his lips together. ugh, i was annoyed! i was so happy to have my family in the crowd. i know that no matter what bad and stupid thing i do they will be there to give me support when i need it the most. it was fun walking out of there, although i lost my cap when we threw them. oh well! basically all we did was hug each other! mike picked me up and spun me around that was pretty fun and cute. hahaha!

my family took me out to dinner, it was a dual dinner. first it was because i graduated and second because the next day was fathers day. although daddy and i get into epic fights due to both of our explosive tempers i know that my daddy loves me and i love him. i know that i never ever show it, but my parents mean the world to me. i know that without them i wouldnt be who i am today. they helped me realize what i want to so with my life. although they never really understood why key club meant the world to me, it is because of what they have taught me. i know that i am fortunate to live as comfortablely as i do, but they always told me how the world is not like us and because of that i want to help those less fortunate than i. i know that there are times where i come off as self-centered and spoiled, but that is not truly how i am, if you dont believe me ask my friends.

i really want to be able to look back on my life and know that i left something that i can be proud of. as of right now, i have many regrets about the things that i have done, but i hope to right my wrongs and start anew. with high school being over a brand new chapter of my life has opened, i wonder what it has in store for me.

anyway, i gotta go, much love and respect! *kiss kiss* love ya!

~lucy

GRADUATION!!!!!!!!!!

omg! im so excited! senior check out was today, i only had one class to check out of so i was like "interesting..." kim was the only one to sign my yearbook today! so all you seniors out there better sign it tomorrow at the rehersal or better yet the bbq! yay! ^___^

my mother is the cutest and the sweetest woman in the world i absolutely adore her! she was like i got you flowers and balloons, i was like mom, the tacoma dome won;t let you bring in balloons. hahaha! shes so thoughtful.

the day after graduation is fathers day. eek! i still have to get my daddy a fathers day present! ahhh! im such a loser! anyway i think im going to go get my haircut today, im so done with my hair. ugh-ness. but i dont want to cuz like then i have to style it everyday, i hate spending everyday in front of the mirror doing my hair, i mean if im just out with my girls shopping you gotta look good, even if i were just going to the store you GOTTA look good, you feel?

so CNA classes start in july. that will be fun, i already do a lot at the clinic and i love all the nurses and doctors!!! they have all taken me under their wings and they all are so supportive of what i want to do and they all try to teach me stuff. which is cool cuz that make me want to be a gastoenternology doctor even more! yay!

so i start working at VIM for 8 hrs next week...yay! thats cool with me, its not like i intensely hate anyone there. i love everyone i work with. uh-hmm! everyone there is great! ^___^

guu~ hmm...my tummy is talking to me again! hahaha! im always so darn hungry!

anyway i must go! much love and respect! *kiss kiss* love ya!

~lucy

i will remember you, will you remember me?

*sigh* im so done with this drama, i swear, im just going to let it do what it will do.

GRADUATION!!!! whoo cannot wait, im done updating, please find me on myspace, i use that more than xanga. ^_^

much love and respect! *kiss kiss* love ya!

~lucy