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its my cousin sister smiling away reading her smses again. must be her boyfriend. ahhh, they're sweet. but im just worried bout her.. i have a bad feeling bout this. but who am i to interfere? i can only advice her and see what happens.

recently she showed me a photo. a photo of a cut up hand. not just ANY cut up hand. it was a wrist, written on it "XXX, i love you".(or something like that) with a blade. i just stoned at the look of it. she said it was her friend's wrist, with the boyfriend's name. i could only stare at it, speechless. what could i say? "OHMYGAWD thats so cool, how i wish i could do that"? WOOOT? does that girl seriously think that THATS supposed to be cool?

my cousin might've thought that i hate her, or her friend, or something. NO, i just hate the thought of hurting yourself just to prove that u love someone else. its useless! so what if you wrote those i love yous on your bloody wrist? so what if u DIE with his name on you? what he'll do is mourn for a year most, and then look for a new "love of his life". he'll not appreciate you carving HIS name on YOUR wrist. he wont think "oh wow, my name's on someone's wrist! so sweet"! he'll just feel sorry that he couldnt give you the best and then move on. his life wont stop because u carved his name on your skin!!!! shit. im getting emo. the picture just flings all these thoughts into my head.

well, to my dear cousin, i LOVE you and i do NOT want to see you following her footsteps, even if she didnt die. dont get too obssessed. after all, you're only 13.

i wonder why i still bother to go to school.

oh yaaa i remembered, coz im not ALLOWED to ponteng. pffft.

what i do in school is listen and talk.

shao ann. michele. me. xin yi. joo yi. shu yee. corliss.

SA : wei you got watch the X-family anot? so farneeee.

JY : yalooorrr so cute the yan ya lun!!

SA : wei PEINEEE got watch anott?

PN : my youtube cacat liao.

Mi : y always X-familyyyy?

PN : *yawwwwwwwn*

XY : *yawwn*

SA : *yawwwwn* WEI SEE LA U TWO MAKE ME YAWN!!

PN & XY : hahahhahhaha.

SA : u know horrr, the gui long ar MUST drink hot milk wan ahh.

PN & XY : oh really ar? oh. okay lor.    .....

SA : weyyyy u all no reaction wannnnnn... not fun.

PN & XY : *YAWWWWWWWWWN*

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