I am getting a B- in quantum physics.

You'd think I'd be happy about that.

Well you'd be wrong

junior project con't

So this project continues to get more and more ridiculous.  We should have never taken an incomplete!  Now we have to work all summer on a project that I believe none of us even have the heart to do anymore.

• I am forbidden to go into the lab.  That's right...  FORBIDDEN.  For some reason my prof told the office to make my code void and they told me to not go in there again until I get written permission from him.  Easy right?  Psht yea if he wasn't off island and god knows where and not checking emails.
• The prof took away our programming machine which esentially takes away the "brain" of our BMI meter.
• We have to build a new computer chip board..  but we need a darkroom...  which the prof also took away from us.
• Assuming we build the board, we still need a drill press, and since it's summer, no one is ever in the room that we need access to.
• None of us know how to make the display work...  which means the person using it won't see jack.
• None of us know how to make the signal generator work...  which means we can't tell you your BMI.
• We're almost over budget and we still need to buy probes (to attatch the meter to the person).
• One of my partners said that he will only come in on Saturdays...  as opposed to a few times a week at night.  Now he's considering Sundays.  It's still not enough.  Even if we do both days that's only 26 meetings.
• We move at the pace of snails.
• I'm annoyed with one of my partners.  My other partner isn't even talking to me.  We're a great team.

Today I felt like an utter failure in more ways than one.  I haven't been eating much lately.  I can't really sleep either.  Fabulous.

Currently Listening Room for Squares By John Mayer Your Body Is A Wonderland see related

me:  That's a lot of John Mayer in your iTunes.

him: Psht yea it is.  He's amazing. 

me: Yea he is.

him: "Your Body Is A Wonderland" was written for me you know.

me: nice =)

I'm uber stressed.

I'm sleep deprived.

I'm very frustrated.

And...

I don't feel like I belong anywhere.

I need something good to happen...  anything good...  even just finding a nickel...