| Wow..it's been awhile and no one probably reads this anymore let alone even uses their xanga's anymore because it's not cool or in style anymore... it's old school but you know what to everyone that reads this and who doesn't care whatever i'm old school and i don't give a shit i'll do what i want and like what i want because i can and that is the person i am... since no one really reads this i'm just going to spit some things out and let everyone know kinda what's going through my mind and how i feel. First off i'm sick of fakes and i'm sick of people that thing just because they are older they can run my life.. i mean you ain't my daddy nor my mother so don't even step in my path/life and think you going to run it like you want because just to let you know you messing with the wrong girl thinking you are going to get me to listen to a thing you say because this is my world i live in and you do what i want not me doing what you want unless it's good for us all.. i mean yes i'm out to help everyone around me and that is why i don't listen to others okay that is wrong i listen very well i just don't take orders from someone that is going to try and be my father. Fakes are stupid... you know what is sad is when you walk into a school every morning full of fakes, and i knwo this is goin to make a bunch of people at my school pissed but it's true.. half of our school or more is nothing but fakes... people trying to act or put on a fake front so they can be cool.. so others will like them... if you ask me that is the dumbest thing you can do because i love being myself and if you don't like me for that then fuck you but then again.. emo and the goth look that is fake as well.. i mean what the hell is so great about wearing black everyday and sticking out.. they are just fucking asking for attention.. just asking for the preps or jocks to fuck with them. it's like they like violence and being so loud just brings more attention to you... i swear they are nothing but attention grabbers... that's all they want is attention.. and i agree maybe once in a while they should get it but not all the fucking time now... cool down there bud. umm another thing, i hate it when my dad's girlfriend t hinks that she can run my life i mean yes she is here and i am going to coupe with it but she ain't going to change my dad and change my curfew and rules and stuff to follow because i'm doing good the way things are now and she ain't going to change that shit. I miss my friends... sad thing is i also miss my baby but i just saw him what two nights ago nad i'll see him tom. i never see my friends or cousins anymore.. idk where time goes anymore it's school.... bowlling and travis then time is gone... i wish that i could spend more time with my friends... for example today i talked to kk and it was kinda weird.. like i didn't knwo what to say but usually i feel so comfortable around him i wouldn't shut up but time has really changed things but i just want to have a weekend where i spend it with alicia, and bekah and kriston the way we use to that would be fucking amazing... i love yall.... but here are some quotes and pics for yall... loves.... 
did you ever wonder if dreams came true,
if love songs & fairy tales were ever meant for you?
did you ever wonder what's at the rainbows end,
or if Romeo & Juliet could ever happen again? 
People are qoing to want you- need you, exceed you, take you, beat you, love you.
hate you, play you, rate you, && break you but never let anyone make you
when your thoughts revolve around
him && he's the one you feel the happiest with
there's just something about him you don't
see in other guys and when you're not with him,
the only place you want to be is in his arms..
that's when you know it's real . I care more about his life, than mine..because,
lets face it, he makes my life worth living. Well,,,, that's all for me tonight... loves <3Ms. Crystal Renee
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